I can remember way back when I was in nursing school, I had an instructor, Marion, who was married to a doctor. We had class one day, and I remember her stating specifically that "you are not to love your patients". She was looking directly at me while she made that pathological statement. In hindsight, I could have seen that as one of many earlier warnings that healthcare is not what it appears to be, especially if they don't foster a compassionate, loving, truthful presence above all else.
And yet I had a nice smack of reality hit me, years later, and realized healthcare is a business. It is about PROFITS, not people, although it will attempt to distract you from that fact. It does this by giving itself a nice name you will resonate with and probably believe. Something along the lines of Compassionate Mercy Hospital: where will love you like the chicken soup your grandma made you or some religious name you will like, like Our Lady of the Holy Lake of Burning Bushes or some such bullshit. Paaaaaaaaleese people. There is a reason that healthcare is afraid to use the word CURE or to even utilize any of the various holistic technologies or options that have been KNOWN to cure, like Gerson Therapy, Hoxsey, Rife Frequencies, Hulda Clark therapies, homeopathy, energy medicine. The AMA has gone in and shut down people who were truly curing others and confiscated equipment, because it threatened their ability to capitalize off of the sick and vulnerable. It would mean that they would have to let people heal, and then they would not be making the bazillion dollars they do.
I often ask myself (and God) how in the hell did I end on a planet like this, where everything has been running backwards, that they have all these "systems" that do not operate from a foundation of genuine, authentic love, and are actually contributing to the creation of further suffering by keeping the ignorant sick, broke and helpless. Where "miracles" are considered a rarity. Why are there hospitals popping up in abundance? Where people are not operating from love, but rather fear the majority of the time. He told me I am here because it needed a love correction. Uh, excuse me God, but I am going to need a copy of that job description for this Earth mission you sent me on. And let me tell you that I am going to read the damn fine print. A love correction? How in the hoohey am I supposed to accomplish this on a planet so devoid of authentic love, who barely knows the true meaning of unconditional love? Who has traded pity for love? He said, you will be the channel for my love to flow through. He said, "raise your integrity so high that others will feel transformed by the presence of truth and integrity within you, without any words needing to be spoken." He continued, "work on yourself and this will naturally extend out to others. Then you will teach so others will learn". I said oh, well OK then, as long as I can still enjoy my knitting, watercolors and organic pizza occasionally.
People have forgotten that it is not normal to be ill. They have given their power away in any one of a million choices humans are tempted to do that in, and thus have this conditioned belief that everything must come from outside of themselves rather than doing the deep, internal work to clear the issue. They have traded truth for lies, and believe that a doctor knows better than they do about the body temple they are living in. They make excuses for their illnesses, as in "my mother, father, brother, or crazy uncle Burpo had this and so I was "destined to get it too". Bullshit. Dr. Bruce Lipton has proven otherwise and genetics DO NOT predispose us to whatever our predecessors suffered from. Unless you choose to, by not learning to identify, discern, transcend and heal. A line of scripture can also sum this up: "Go and sin no more, lest a worse thing come upon you". I do not like the word sin, as I feel it conjures up feelings of judgment, however, we do find ourselves in significant error of Natural Law often today. Turn on most TV programs and they are inundating you with violence, immorality, and a whole host of other transgressions that those who aren't aware enough to block these attacks on consciousness will be further programmed into thinking these behaviors are normal.
Back to the Love Deficiency diagnosis. That is what I have come to the conclusion to as the major contributing factor in all of the ignorance going on here today. There is a HUGE lack of authentic love in all of our systems here: politics, government, healthcare, education, religion, and even family. There is an abundance of judgment, penalizations, character assassinations, ridiculous labeling, and capitalization of the naïve with a huge effort to conform humans into blind robots. Very limited compassion too, as that itself is a natural extension of love. So when I recognized all of this, it is no wonder we are in the state we are in here. There is VAST DECEPTION here, because there is vast personal self deception, vast personal daily attacks and self judgment and hatred. We are afraid of our own souls it seems, and oh how greatly we suffer for all of this ignorance. We throw humans into prisons as if that is the solution. It's like placing a band aid on an arterial laceration. Totally useless. And how in the hell can any one with two brain cells that actually synapse together could think that this mindless treatment will provide the human with criminal behavior to rehabilitate themselves, I have no idea. Maybe they need to be thrown in jail for their own stupidity. I can see it now.....I herby sentence you to life in prison for your conscious ignorance of thinking that prison is the solution to reform criminal behavior when what really is going on is a lack of authentic love. Welcome to your own hell. Oh, I am having all kinds of flashbacks of the movie Shawshank Redemption right now.
However, if authentic love were at the foundation of all organizations, we would see miracles every single minute of the day. We would see genuine reformation and transformation. We would arrive a forgiveness much quicker, knowing that there is in operation a law that will meet out any judgment on any injustice like a best friend who worked for the WWF. In the presence of Love, the feeling of wanting to do harm to yourself or others in any way would be the last thing that crossed your mind, because you would be feeling so blissful, so complete and whole, so filled with LOVE that nothing else would ever compare nor be able to tempt you out of trading that for anything less.
Consider this: rather than being impressed by the fact that your neurosurgeon graduated from Harvard, be more impressed by the fact that they have chosen to serve Truth, Love and Compassion in all areas of their life. It doesn't hurt that they paid attention in school so they can find that pesky brain tumor for you, but far too much weight has been placed on the accumulation of education which is not necessarily directly related to the amount of WISDOM one actually obtains, nor is it any reflection of what their soul and heart serve. Would you want your heart surgery performed by someone who does not believe in God? Where can I find this information on your resume, please? No, I do not care that you were vaccinating orphans in Somalia on your summer break in your senior year of medical school, unless it was homeopathic vaccinations. Oh, what, you are calling this religious harassment? I am calling it NECESSARY, God is NOT dependent on any religion therefore this cannot be remotely related to religious harassment (AND FURTHERMORE, I WOULD THINK THAT A HARVARD EDUCATED CHILD LIKE YOURSELF WOULD KNOW THIS ALREADY), and if you don't serve truth, love and God, kindly get out of my way and go find some poor soul who cares not what you believe in or how much integrity you have, one who is even maybe even dazzled by your ivy league credentials. You do not meet my objectives for being granted the privilege of working with me. Any time you are being given an opportunity to work with another human being, it is a PRIVILEGE. If you do not operate from Love, you are truly wasting my time, not to mention my money. This does not make Ruth happy.
Before someone finds the above offensive, and thinks perhaps I am against all medical professionals, and runs off jumping to conclusions that may not be anything close to truth and therefore potentially hurting themselves in the process, hear me out. Yes, there are some very kind, compassionate bright lights within the healthcare profession and I can see this light and pureness about these rare souls. I can feel the powerful presence they carry around just by being who they are, not by the personality they have. It should be these kinds of qualities that are sought after in the healthcare profession. I just have found that the majority of the medical profession has fallen so far away from LOVE and so much into FEAR/GREED that it is not consistently of genuine service to humanity, as it seeks to create a dependency on itself due to its greed and service to self energy. In this way its like heroin. I personally find healthcare more like hellcare, with the rare exception that it is of service when there is an emergency situation, say if you inadvertently chewed off your entire right arm while in your 7th meeting of the day without any break to pee or obtain that snickers bar to "keep you going" and are now spewing arterial blood all over the meeting room and the boss is not looking the least bit amused. Another exception would be necessary surgical intervention, say like when you stepped on that pesky porcupine while boldly hiking the Appalachians shoeless and couldn't shake him off. I am sure there are other emergency moments and by now you get the idea. There must be a Need, NOT a DEPENDENCY. For the latter there may be a twelve step program somewhere that can help. Hi, my name is Clueless, and I have an addiction to over utilizing healthcare instead of obtaining my divine authority, taking back my power, doing my own work, integrating my shadow, ceasing the projection of blame, eating wholefoods, unconditionally loving myself, and simplifying my life.
True reform must start with each individual soul, personally. Look at and confront all your demons and they will flee from you in the light of truth and self love, which they cannot stand. Remove the specks from your own eyes before you go running off to save planet Earth, advocating for Global reform, or taking an activist stance against Monsatan (formerly known as Monsanto). All of these endeavors are well and good, but if you are partaking in hypocrisy by not doing your own work, and bringing genuine love into your own life first, you are of no help to anything else, nor can you give what you do not have. Create another channel in yourself for the love of God to pour through. I am most certain you will not regret it. By doing so, you are making a personal declaration of Love without having to say a word and thereby raising the level of global integrity on this planet and thus making the environment much less hospitable for those who do not operate from love.
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