Do you feel defeated, full of fear, shame, guilt and humiliation that you have no idea how to climb out of that pit you have been put in? Is each day just another day to survive because with the way you feel, you are thinking it would probably be less painful to be dead? Do you think that the world is against you? Do you feel hated, and blame yourself for this and yet really can't come up with any valid reason as to WHY you feel this way? Are there some really odd things you are experiencing that you just can't understand or explain, for fear of being viewed a little short of a full deck?
I would like to share with you that your war has already been won, and you are victorious. No, really you are. God does not let me lie, so there you have it. I ask you to trust me on this, as I love you enough to always tell you the truth.
I too had felt this way for the majority of my life. I just could not understand how I could be such a kind, tender soul and yet have all this utter hatred just radiated at me. The best descriptive I would use is that I felt hunted for most of my life, feeling as if I were in some psychopathic science experiment gone bad, and never really able to identify the predator. I eventually did though, it was satan the coward. He and his army of hive minded psychopathic robots tried to make my life a living hell, and for awhile did a great job of getting me to doubt myself, fall into fear, and eventually fall into hopelessness.
Oh my God, how much of a higher, better place I am in now, and I would like to have the great privilege to humbly light the way for you to find this place too. It is your inheritance, it belongs to you.
With meditation, and a restored faith I started to ask God questions of why am I so hated? Why are things so hard here, why is the energy here trying to kill me since it is so adverse to truth and love? Why are these evil pawns working so hard at trying to end me with all this ignorance? From scripture we know that satan came to kill, steal and destroy, and apparently he was occupying a large amount of his time and resources trying to do all of those to me since my arrival onto this planet. When I say that it is nothing short of a miracle that I am alive today I mean it. I have faced and experienced things most would not believe or only see in movies. My prayer was answered in this way: "It is because you have Love, Ruth. This defeats him, and he knows it." Ohhhhhhhhhhh reallllllly. Hummmmm. Now I know my enemy, and more importantly, I know his weakness.
So knowing this, instead of resorting to a fearful, aggressive attitude, falling into paranoia or needing any defense materials, I pack Love with me EVERYWHERE I go. Satan knows this, and hates me for it. Good, because I am so not here to serve him. I am here, along with many others at this time to END him. I have no doubt that I am on the winning team.
Why do you think the attacks of the enemy in your life have been so difficult? It is because the coward cannot have a humanity serving Love, for then it would not be serving him. Since he is unable to create anything he must deceive, steal and use fear to get a population under control by using you as his human battery. He will do all he can to get you to lie, harbor unforgiveness, fall into fear, and lower your integrity because then he does not have to worry about the Law of Love coming at him to let him know what genuine power truly is.
He greatly underestimated the power of the light and those who are committed to shining it. I have no doubt he greatly underestimated me, and that is because in his own arrogance and pride he never thought I would arrive at forgiving it all and choosing Love thereby cutting his chains and throwing them right back at him.
I would love nothing more than to show as many others as possible how to cut their own chains and experience what freedom feels like. What walking in the Love and Protection of God feels like. In one tiny, holy moment you can make up your own mind to be bettered by your past rather than wrecked from it and cut the chains. You can choose to get on the winning team and heal.
I love you. Have a wonderful week my friends.
Saturday, December 5, 2015
Saturday, November 28, 2015
Thankful
I took myself out on a little road trip today, driving north on route 100 for some time....even though I live in the middle of wide open country, the ride is never boring, for everywhere I go here there are beautiful views to see. I can sing my heart out too, which clears my soul. Perfect day. A nice side effect of all this beauty is how it enhances my creativity, so I was inspired to write a poem in honor of the Mother of Jesus, Mary.
The Tears of Mary
To have had to witness the great suffering of your Son,
Who was truly pure, God's chosen one,
Who surrendered willingly his life on the cross
So that our eternal salvation would never be lost.
The Love of a Mother runs true and deep,
to have had to endure all this I am sure you did weep.
Then maybe you realized the awesome miracle of your son's short life,
How he loved the world so authentically, leading so many out of strife.
His whole life was a profound message, a living example,
of how we are given dominion here, and over satan we can trample.
Mary, you have my deepest gratitude for the ineffable strength you had to harness,
while witnessing your son be put through such distress.
This world wasn't aware of what great light had been lost,
He chose those nails, and he knew the cost.
For souls to be free, the price he had paid,
Gave us divine authority over all evil, as God's new covenant had been made.
Your tears were not shed in vain, oh precious, loving Mother,
I think of how awesome it was that God chose You,
and he did not chose any other.
To carry and bring his fruit to life
That would one day teach this world, all the while being as gentle and harmless as a dove,
That the answer to every single problem here
Will have its solution in only Love.
Ruth Ann R.
I love you Greatly. Have a wonderful week.
Ruth
Monday, November 23, 2015
Protecting the Mind, Undoing the Lies
As mentioned in a previous post, I stated how the first route of attack from satan the coward is your mind. Nearly daily I see the result of that attack as minds infected with doubt, lies, hatred (of self and others), unforgiveness, all of which make one a very nice slave for him and his minions to use at his will. In my own life this manifested in two of the souls that I love very much and sadly they have suffered greatly for this. It amazes me how easily one will "forget" all the kind, genuine things you had done for them and believe the lies told them, simply because they have not done enough of their own inner work, or live in guilt and shame, conformed to the ways of this world and therefore are vulnerable to the mind being breached by the enemy. They totally relinquish their ability to think for themselves, which is just the way the beast likes it, because he knows how powerful and creative the mind is.
I decided to go to a spiritual meeting yesterday for the first time since moving here. I have a decent amount of time on the drive over the mountain so I have gotten into the habit of using that time to talk to God. I asked him to get me out of the way, and let his truth come through if there was any message he wanted to convey to this new group. I feel so blessed to have such a deep connection with God, I hear from him frequently, and I do not doubt but obey what I hear. I kept hearing "feed my people". God knows I don't cook elaborately so I knew he must have meant spiritual food. "Ok, like what......." I replied and I kept getting the thoughts about forgiveness and how it is the eraser of the past and how important it is to embrace it, so one is divinely protected. "Alrighty then, God, will do". I sit in this circle, and I just feel the heavy grief and oppression of many souls there. Not many smiles, no light hearted laughter. Egos being strongly defended, I could feel it all. Yet, I promised God I would do what he asked of me.
This is some of what I said, "I have spent the last several years studying the life and message of Jesus Christ, and I have come to the conclusion it needn't take that long, for his message was of the power of forgiveness. It is what erases the past and sets us free from bondage to receive the inheritance that so rightly belongs to us, if only we would choose to take it. I have seen in my own life how unforgiveness worked, in that what I did not work out and forgive in my childhood, I repeated in my marriage, or my employment ect. and lessons are repeated until they are learned and they increase each time. It is a CHOICE to choose forgiveness, and I hope to God you all choose to be FREE."
As truth often does, this raised a ruckus in one of the attendees, and I could feel in several others as well. For at the end, she spewed out all her reasons for not forgiving, which are really just her pain talking, probably because she never allowed herself to fully feel and release what was causing her bondage to unforgiveness. She brought up being abused as a child as an example. All I could do was love her, let her remain where she is and maybe someday, that seed that God used me to plant in her will bring forth some fruit and freedom for her soul. It was an inappropriate setting for me to share with her my life experience of my many childhood abuses, for example being raped by family at age 5. I understand her feeling the need to defend her pain. I also know how many years I wasted and greatly suffered because of it, and I so want her to experience freedom she deserves.
This got me to thinking how it must be for God. Everyday, all around us and within us, is this GREAT LOVE that is available to tap into should we choose. But so many choose their past and their pain over Love and Forgiveness. Because minds have been infected with lies.
I understand why so few enter through the narrow gate, for it is a difficult path. However it is the only one that has provided my life with so much meaning. In the process of clearing out my pain, unforgiveness, anger and profound grief I have cried an ocean of tears over the last six years. I screamed it out when I needed to in my car. I wrote until my fingers hurt and my eyes could not see from all the tears falling out of them. I told God what exactly was on my mind since he knew it anyway. Some days, I never thought I would be able to get out of bed. But every day, somehow the Grace of God came in and said "Get Up" and I have finally learned not to argue with God, because I don't win. I win only when I align with him.
Jesus said, "If you bring forth what is within you, what is within you will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you."
Sadly, not much on this backwards planet runs along with God's natural law of Love. We are taught at a young age to conform, be quiet, do what everyone else is doing because that is the way it is here. We suppress everything, and we suffer greatly for it. All of this suppression only causes a derangement of our human energies that will eventually be released in an unnatural way that will look like a heart attack, stroke or the like. Please choose to let it all out. Choose to heal and love yourself, and you will then find that this is The Kingdom of Heaven.
Jesus said, "No one can come unto the father except through the son." No one can access the Grace and Blessings of God without the application of FORGIVENESS (which is the message of the life of Jesus). It is true that in order to be forgiven we must forgive, or sadly we are evicted out of the Promised Land, only because of choosing poorly, not because God stops loving us. That never happens.
Make the committment to bring forth what is within you. Choose the narrow gate and care not of anyone's else opinion and focus only on the opinion of God. His opinion I happen to personally know, and it will always be "I LOVE YOU."
I know for a fact that every single work that satan has done in your life can at any time be undone by God. I am living proof of this, my friends. He has no ability to create anything, he can only steal from you if you are letting him do so. At any time you can say, "ENOUGH!!!! You have had enough of my life energy" and choose to starve the beast.
I love you Greatly. Many Blessings.
Ruth
I decided to go to a spiritual meeting yesterday for the first time since moving here. I have a decent amount of time on the drive over the mountain so I have gotten into the habit of using that time to talk to God. I asked him to get me out of the way, and let his truth come through if there was any message he wanted to convey to this new group. I feel so blessed to have such a deep connection with God, I hear from him frequently, and I do not doubt but obey what I hear. I kept hearing "feed my people". God knows I don't cook elaborately so I knew he must have meant spiritual food. "Ok, like what......." I replied and I kept getting the thoughts about forgiveness and how it is the eraser of the past and how important it is to embrace it, so one is divinely protected. "Alrighty then, God, will do". I sit in this circle, and I just feel the heavy grief and oppression of many souls there. Not many smiles, no light hearted laughter. Egos being strongly defended, I could feel it all. Yet, I promised God I would do what he asked of me.
This is some of what I said, "I have spent the last several years studying the life and message of Jesus Christ, and I have come to the conclusion it needn't take that long, for his message was of the power of forgiveness. It is what erases the past and sets us free from bondage to receive the inheritance that so rightly belongs to us, if only we would choose to take it. I have seen in my own life how unforgiveness worked, in that what I did not work out and forgive in my childhood, I repeated in my marriage, or my employment ect. and lessons are repeated until they are learned and they increase each time. It is a CHOICE to choose forgiveness, and I hope to God you all choose to be FREE."
As truth often does, this raised a ruckus in one of the attendees, and I could feel in several others as well. For at the end, she spewed out all her reasons for not forgiving, which are really just her pain talking, probably because she never allowed herself to fully feel and release what was causing her bondage to unforgiveness. She brought up being abused as a child as an example. All I could do was love her, let her remain where she is and maybe someday, that seed that God used me to plant in her will bring forth some fruit and freedom for her soul. It was an inappropriate setting for me to share with her my life experience of my many childhood abuses, for example being raped by family at age 5. I understand her feeling the need to defend her pain. I also know how many years I wasted and greatly suffered because of it, and I so want her to experience freedom she deserves.
This got me to thinking how it must be for God. Everyday, all around us and within us, is this GREAT LOVE that is available to tap into should we choose. But so many choose their past and their pain over Love and Forgiveness. Because minds have been infected with lies.
I understand why so few enter through the narrow gate, for it is a difficult path. However it is the only one that has provided my life with so much meaning. In the process of clearing out my pain, unforgiveness, anger and profound grief I have cried an ocean of tears over the last six years. I screamed it out when I needed to in my car. I wrote until my fingers hurt and my eyes could not see from all the tears falling out of them. I told God what exactly was on my mind since he knew it anyway. Some days, I never thought I would be able to get out of bed. But every day, somehow the Grace of God came in and said "Get Up" and I have finally learned not to argue with God, because I don't win. I win only when I align with him.
Jesus said, "If you bring forth what is within you, what is within you will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you."
Sadly, not much on this backwards planet runs along with God's natural law of Love. We are taught at a young age to conform, be quiet, do what everyone else is doing because that is the way it is here. We suppress everything, and we suffer greatly for it. All of this suppression only causes a derangement of our human energies that will eventually be released in an unnatural way that will look like a heart attack, stroke or the like. Please choose to let it all out. Choose to heal and love yourself, and you will then find that this is The Kingdom of Heaven.
Jesus said, "No one can come unto the father except through the son." No one can access the Grace and Blessings of God without the application of FORGIVENESS (which is the message of the life of Jesus). It is true that in order to be forgiven we must forgive, or sadly we are evicted out of the Promised Land, only because of choosing poorly, not because God stops loving us. That never happens.
Make the committment to bring forth what is within you. Choose the narrow gate and care not of anyone's else opinion and focus only on the opinion of God. His opinion I happen to personally know, and it will always be "I LOVE YOU."
I know for a fact that every single work that satan has done in your life can at any time be undone by God. I am living proof of this, my friends. He has no ability to create anything, he can only steal from you if you are letting him do so. At any time you can say, "ENOUGH!!!! You have had enough of my life energy" and choose to starve the beast.
I love you Greatly. Many Blessings.
Ruth
Saturday, September 26, 2015
Surrendered
I was having a bit of a tough morning today, as I am in yet another "allergic reaction" to who knows what food and this translated into is a face full of itching, red, welts that burn. I should be used to this by now, since it has gone on for over five years, and it no longer scares the cat. It started at a time in my life when I was finally facing my fears of not being able to make it on my own, of simply being alone and having to rely only on myself for everything. I was finally able to get going on doing authentic work on myself in a deeper way than ever before in my life, with a few detours along the way. It started at a time when I left a going no where 6 year relationship and rented a home where I finally felt like I could just be me. Needing no one else's opinion, therefore not needing to conform to things that were adverse to my nature in any way any longer, one would think that it should have been the best time of my life. Ohhhhhhhh, but I had miles to go before I slept. Old patterns of fear, self hatred, self doubt and poor self esteem crept up and infested my mind and this manifested in two more attempts at having a relationship with let's just say not so nice guys. Not shocking to me, since I knew they existed, for I had to escape a family of them (meaning: not so nice men), and then divorce one, but I was just so CERTAIN that I had changed the pattern in myself that attracted this ignorance, which obviously was not the case. Finally, with my lessons learned, I made a personal commitment to not enter another relationship until I knew my work was done so that I would attract a man who respected women, who was creative and thoughtful and kind. Who loved animals. I could go on here, but I am sure you get the idea. Men were not the problem, for the root cause here were my wrong beliefs (believing the lies of the enemy) that attracted the ignorance that I had so often experienced.
Sadly it seems I am a slow learner, who required great pain to get the meaning of the lesson.
I promise you, if you keep reading you will see a point here and it will correspond with the title of this post.
Fast forward five years or so, to the present day. I just sold most of what I had worked hard to obtain to move to a state where I know no one. I have voluntarily remained single. I have devoted myself to cleansing out my soul and deepening my connection to God every single day. It is not an easy journey to be sure, but it is one that provides my life with real meaning. As I had mentioned in a previous post, for far too long I placed my faith in "man" and was horribly disappointed. When I place my faith in God, that is where it belongs and then wisdom comes in when I need it.
The wisdom that God sent me regarding the above matters required my forgiveness before I would see anything change. Yeah, yeah God, ok I forgive. Obviously, it was not complete. I was still dealing with ignorance that had some semblance of previous life experiences. I was and am having these huge reactions which I allowed to make me feel like I am a spiritual fraud or something. I started to feel like God was mad at me, or there was some huge thing I was missing entirely.
So, again, this morning did not have what would appear to be a great start. Face looking like a tragedy, my spirit sad and crushed from yet another reaction and no sign of when this will end, I decided to put on some music while I worked out my frustration in my journal.
There was this peaceful presence that came in and it was then that I heard it very, very clearly:
Sadly it seems I am a slow learner, who required great pain to get the meaning of the lesson.
I promise you, if you keep reading you will see a point here and it will correspond with the title of this post.
Fast forward five years or so, to the present day. I just sold most of what I had worked hard to obtain to move to a state where I know no one. I have voluntarily remained single. I have devoted myself to cleansing out my soul and deepening my connection to God every single day. It is not an easy journey to be sure, but it is one that provides my life with real meaning. As I had mentioned in a previous post, for far too long I placed my faith in "man" and was horribly disappointed. When I place my faith in God, that is where it belongs and then wisdom comes in when I need it.
The wisdom that God sent me regarding the above matters required my forgiveness before I would see anything change. Yeah, yeah God, ok I forgive. Obviously, it was not complete. I was still dealing with ignorance that had some semblance of previous life experiences. I was and am having these huge reactions which I allowed to make me feel like I am a spiritual fraud or something. I started to feel like God was mad at me, or there was some huge thing I was missing entirely.
So, again, this morning did not have what would appear to be a great start. Face looking like a tragedy, my spirit sad and crushed from yet another reaction and no sign of when this will end, I decided to put on some music while I worked out my frustration in my journal.
There was this peaceful presence that came in and it was then that I heard it very, very clearly:
I'm Waiting For You, Ruthie.
This was stated with such LOVE, that I knew immediately that this was from God. I knew what he meant. He had been waiting for me to fully, and completely hand over ALL of my unforgiveness. All of it. I was simply not allowed to make any more excuses on why I felt like I had to keep any of it. What's more, I cannot describe how very much I finally felt like I did not MIND one bit to hand it all over, where in the past I had resistance especially with the events that I judged as unjust. I felt the presence of Jesus come in and I handed it all over to him and said I am so very thankful for your patience with me, for waiting for me to be finally ready to do this.
Tear streaming down my face in pure, utter gratitude I said: "It's all yours. I no longer want it. Take what I am not conscious of too as I am not going to need it."
The utter peace I feel is amazing. There is pure lightness of my Spirit, the Joy my soul has is ineffable. God provided me with a house call today because he knew my spirit was sick.
Friends, today my face may be red, but my soul was gently and lovingly washed white today. Today, I forgave it all and handed it over. It truly is the only way to undo the chains of the past and be free.
I wish the same for all of you. I love you greatly.
Ruth
Sunday, August 30, 2015
One Nation, Under Influence, with the illusion of freedom and justice for all
We are on the verge of entering into the most life changing month ever to have happen here on this planet. September 2015 promises to clear out all the lies and cleanse/purify all of the error. All that has been hidden shall be revealed. I have waited my whole life for this moment, the moment where all illusions are blown away and all that's left is the ugly truth of how very unconscious the masses have been and how they have been blindly in service to satan. Service to self and the personality instead of the SOUL. In all this "service" to everything but GOD, now is when GOD shall let all know that he is and has always been in charge. The LORD has been set into motion, and there is absolutely nothing that can stop it. This needs to happen, for there has been enough opportunity for humanity to self correct, and it has not chosen to follow that path. Since there was no voluntary conscious decision to give up service to the BEAST, it will be taken from us. Instead of serving Authentic Love, humanity has chosen to serve himself. Instead of letting the LORD provide, we seem to think that we need to provide everything for ourselves. We fail at doing our own soul work, purging out all that is not of the Father and start to compensate day after day for the transgressions.
You cannot fill a cup that is already full.
To those who have bought into the LIE, and chose (probably unconsciously) to serve the MAN, things are going to appear extremely catastrophic. While they partake in things being "random and products of fate" GOD is going to give them a little wake up call. They are going to see that money cannot buy salvation, human "connections" cannot save them, fancy clothes, jewelry and the healthy 401K and bank accounts are not going to be able to do one good thing for them. The only safe place to reside at this time is in the will and love of GOD, in the loving comfort of Jesus Christ. Translated another way, is that to enter into the love and protection of GOD, one must practice a Christ inspired life with love and forgiveness. No one can come unto the Father except through the son. We must empty the cup.
Let me share my understanding of WHY this is going to be allowed to happen. Humans have bought into the lie that we need to suffer and struggle and work HARD for everything, when the truth of the matter is as Jesus said "I have come that ye may have life and have it more abundantly." We have been conditioned since birth to feel we are lowly and powerless, all the while those who KNOW that humanity is violating spiritual law every single day, make all the provision necessary to capitalize off of the ignorance, much like a parasite on a host. We have taken as truth that we must have the mortgage, the car loan, the student loans, the credit cards ect, however, this is incorrect. To partake in these things is to doubt the ability of GOD to provide for you, in his own time based on your application of spiritual law. So many are impatient (myself included) and want what they want right now. Then the bait is set and the enemy can infiltrate your camp. Since the belief that you must need money to survive has been planted, this is what is being manifested in your life. Then they keep on creating other dependencies to keep you a slave. The enemy here has cleverly instilled into humanity that evil is good and good is evil. This is just so backwards, but not surprising since we can see the origin. Many feel that sickness is normal, that taking some synthetic thing as a dependency is acceptable. While using anything as a temporary bridge until we arrive at causation is OK, the dependency of anything is a snare of the enemy. So, instead of clearing and releasing that anger, you pop a pill and think that takes care of the matter. Meanwhile, all this dependency and violation of spiritual law (such as unforgiveness and long held anger) is creating an energetic derangement within the body system, and what at first was hypertension now becomes a stroke. Because you did not learn the lesson the first time, it was presented again in a more assertive manner so as to hopefully gain your attention. So very few look at how they are contributing to their condition, and instead choose blame. No growth comes from that choice, and one just stays a slave. Debt and illness are just two examples of how humans are made dependent on the beast. Of course this can be changed any time a soul decides to serve faith, truth and love.
We can either choose to disengage from it or die trying to defend it. It is all a choice.
He who is within you is greater than he that is in the world. Get your mind sovereign and your heart clear. Renew your mind with the truths of God.
I love you greatly Friends.
Ruth
You cannot fill a cup that is already full.
To those who have bought into the LIE, and chose (probably unconsciously) to serve the MAN, things are going to appear extremely catastrophic. While they partake in things being "random and products of fate" GOD is going to give them a little wake up call. They are going to see that money cannot buy salvation, human "connections" cannot save them, fancy clothes, jewelry and the healthy 401K and bank accounts are not going to be able to do one good thing for them. The only safe place to reside at this time is in the will and love of GOD, in the loving comfort of Jesus Christ. Translated another way, is that to enter into the love and protection of GOD, one must practice a Christ inspired life with love and forgiveness. No one can come unto the Father except through the son. We must empty the cup.
Let me share my understanding of WHY this is going to be allowed to happen. Humans have bought into the lie that we need to suffer and struggle and work HARD for everything, when the truth of the matter is as Jesus said "I have come that ye may have life and have it more abundantly." We have been conditioned since birth to feel we are lowly and powerless, all the while those who KNOW that humanity is violating spiritual law every single day, make all the provision necessary to capitalize off of the ignorance, much like a parasite on a host. We have taken as truth that we must have the mortgage, the car loan, the student loans, the credit cards ect, however, this is incorrect. To partake in these things is to doubt the ability of GOD to provide for you, in his own time based on your application of spiritual law. So many are impatient (myself included) and want what they want right now. Then the bait is set and the enemy can infiltrate your camp. Since the belief that you must need money to survive has been planted, this is what is being manifested in your life. Then they keep on creating other dependencies to keep you a slave. The enemy here has cleverly instilled into humanity that evil is good and good is evil. This is just so backwards, but not surprising since we can see the origin. Many feel that sickness is normal, that taking some synthetic thing as a dependency is acceptable. While using anything as a temporary bridge until we arrive at causation is OK, the dependency of anything is a snare of the enemy. So, instead of clearing and releasing that anger, you pop a pill and think that takes care of the matter. Meanwhile, all this dependency and violation of spiritual law (such as unforgiveness and long held anger) is creating an energetic derangement within the body system, and what at first was hypertension now becomes a stroke. Because you did not learn the lesson the first time, it was presented again in a more assertive manner so as to hopefully gain your attention. So very few look at how they are contributing to their condition, and instead choose blame. No growth comes from that choice, and one just stays a slave. Debt and illness are just two examples of how humans are made dependent on the beast. Of course this can be changed any time a soul decides to serve faith, truth and love.
We can either choose to disengage from it or die trying to defend it. It is all a choice.
He who is within you is greater than he that is in the world. Get your mind sovereign and your heart clear. Renew your mind with the truths of God.
I love you greatly Friends.
Ruth
Sunday, August 23, 2015
Understanding Light
The UN has declared this year to be the Year of Light. I would like to share some further personal insights of light and its meaning.
In new age circles, you hear a lot about application of with the light: call on the light, inhale the light, fill your being with light, and to some extent this is true. However with all this getting, we have failed to arrive at an understanding that there is more to consider when working with the light.
In the Book of Enoch, we learn about the "watchers". They are also mentioned in the Bible. These watchers are part of the Fall of Angels, and they are watching all of the races of earth for any transgression and taking note. They can appear human, but most times these things are multidimensional. Make no mistake about it, they are all about making things appear as though they are one way, when reality would tell a much different story. They enjoy chaos as it feeds them. I am certain you can see that they are the minions of satan as well.
So, these Watchers fell, along with Lucifer (which means "light bearer"). The light that is mentioned here is typically referred to as knowledge. OH MY GOD. Knowledge you say, Ruth? Yep, its knowledge. But as with everything, we need to question further. In Genesis we see how the serpent tempted Eve to eat from THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE, and then Adam also tasted the forbidden "fruit" (do not even get me started on how crazy it is to blame Eve for "tempting"Adam. I am most certain Adam had perfectly working vocal cords and a sound mind that could have said clearly NO). Then they knew they were naked, developed shame and guilt and you know where this is going. All because of the false light of knowledge.
When I said knowledge protects, ignorance endangers in a previous post from the channeled information of Cassiopea, I would now replace the word knowledge for the word WISDOM. Knowledge is how satan operates. Knowledge is left brained, linear and logical. Knowledge, if that is all one has and seeks for, will ultimately destroy that life. Knowledge is nothing without the application of creativity and the intuitive heart. What does one really ever truly KNOW anyway? Just when you think knowledge has saved your ass from another conflict, along comes a bigger one that hopefully will act as dynamite to blast one out of its knowledge based comfort zone and into a reality where knowledge and love become bonded through spiritual marriage (the Father and I are one). In a short time frame, this loving couple produce offspring they call wisdom.
How else may this be demonstrated? Using only one hemisphere of the brain more than the other. In this country the systems are typically addicted to the left brain only, but this is in process of changing for the better. We can see where all this "knowledge" of the left brain has put humanity: into its 6th human extinction with a planet that is on life support. Knowledge has served itself over and over again and never asked the heart what was important to her. It just kept on taking and taking until now, when there is very little left to take. Knowledge is all satan has for he has no love within him to arrive at any wisdom. So he uses aggressive and deceitful means to obtain whatever he wants by instilling fear, doubt and survival vibrations by attacking one through their own mind. Humanity has fallen naively for it all and bought into the lie. It's very sad.
So, if you are one of those who use light in your energy work I am going to tell you what I do. I state my intention that the light I am calling on comes only from the highest, most loving, truthful compassionate, graceful, merciful source of God energy and WISDOM.
May you all have a beautiful and peaceful week filled with all the wonder of wisdom.
You are greatly loved.
Ruth
In new age circles, you hear a lot about application of with the light: call on the light, inhale the light, fill your being with light, and to some extent this is true. However with all this getting, we have failed to arrive at an understanding that there is more to consider when working with the light.
In the Book of Enoch, we learn about the "watchers". They are also mentioned in the Bible. These watchers are part of the Fall of Angels, and they are watching all of the races of earth for any transgression and taking note. They can appear human, but most times these things are multidimensional. Make no mistake about it, they are all about making things appear as though they are one way, when reality would tell a much different story. They enjoy chaos as it feeds them. I am certain you can see that they are the minions of satan as well.
So, these Watchers fell, along with Lucifer (which means "light bearer"). The light that is mentioned here is typically referred to as knowledge. OH MY GOD. Knowledge you say, Ruth? Yep, its knowledge. But as with everything, we need to question further. In Genesis we see how the serpent tempted Eve to eat from THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE, and then Adam also tasted the forbidden "fruit" (do not even get me started on how crazy it is to blame Eve for "tempting"Adam. I am most certain Adam had perfectly working vocal cords and a sound mind that could have said clearly NO). Then they knew they were naked, developed shame and guilt and you know where this is going. All because of the false light of knowledge.
When I said knowledge protects, ignorance endangers in a previous post from the channeled information of Cassiopea, I would now replace the word knowledge for the word WISDOM. Knowledge is how satan operates. Knowledge is left brained, linear and logical. Knowledge, if that is all one has and seeks for, will ultimately destroy that life. Knowledge is nothing without the application of creativity and the intuitive heart. What does one really ever truly KNOW anyway? Just when you think knowledge has saved your ass from another conflict, along comes a bigger one that hopefully will act as dynamite to blast one out of its knowledge based comfort zone and into a reality where knowledge and love become bonded through spiritual marriage (the Father and I are one). In a short time frame, this loving couple produce offspring they call wisdom.
How else may this be demonstrated? Using only one hemisphere of the brain more than the other. In this country the systems are typically addicted to the left brain only, but this is in process of changing for the better. We can see where all this "knowledge" of the left brain has put humanity: into its 6th human extinction with a planet that is on life support. Knowledge has served itself over and over again and never asked the heart what was important to her. It just kept on taking and taking until now, when there is very little left to take. Knowledge is all satan has for he has no love within him to arrive at any wisdom. So he uses aggressive and deceitful means to obtain whatever he wants by instilling fear, doubt and survival vibrations by attacking one through their own mind. Humanity has fallen naively for it all and bought into the lie. It's very sad.
So, if you are one of those who use light in your energy work I am going to tell you what I do. I state my intention that the light I am calling on comes only from the highest, most loving, truthful compassionate, graceful, merciful source of God energy and WISDOM.
May you all have a beautiful and peaceful week filled with all the wonder of wisdom.
You are greatly loved.
Ruth
Sunday, August 16, 2015
Compensation is Killing Us
Because there has been so much violation in spiritual law, humanity has decided that compensation for this transgression is "normal". Rather than facing our fears, speaking our TRUTHS, and always acting from the foundation of Authentic Love, we have learned settled for much much less than our Divine inheritance. We have chosen to sell our soul.
This starts from the time you enter onto this planet, maybe looking towards your parents as "gods"and making their beliefs/opinions yours, without ever exploring if these are even true for you. So for instance, you may have wanted to be an artist, but they told you there is no stability in that, and then sent you off on your way to get a degree in some other such bullshit that would not feed your soul but destroy it in the long run, most likely because this is what was done to them.
All because you believed those to whom you had given your authority/power to.
I must say that whenever I had placed my faith in any human, I was tremendously disappointed most times. So many today are not in full possession of their own minds let alone able to control their actions and so I keep my faith where it belongs now, which for me is with God. I learned this after decades of intense suffering. I put my faith in my parents/family and was horribly let down. Over and over again, I would disregard the past experiences I had with them which was always some form of service to self rather than operating from love and authenticity. This is not to say I now walk around blaming these souls for my life's tribulations: I got them this time around to learn lessons that my soul was seeking. The biggest lessons were to stop giving my power away and making anyone else an authority in my life as well as transcendence of the personality and ego. I cannot express how very difficult this lifetime had been, however, even with all the difficulty I have been blessed with opportunity to expand my heart and mind (which results in wisdom) to levels that I only could imagine previously.
So when we don't clear the parent issue, this then will play out its theater in your life in other ways: your boss, partners, associates, friends, will take on the role, you get the idea. The players may change, however the play will remain the same (and magnify) until you learn the lesson. We keep compensating, not living our truths and we pay dearly for it. This compensation extends itself out into every area of life now. Instead of living in alignment with spiritual law, compensation with the option of a bazillion things takes it place and no spiritual growth results. It is no wonder at all to me that this planet is in the state it is in. We have the consciousness of children running around in adult bodies, trying to play house instead of serving their souls and choosing to mature.
Choose to grow. Choose to become the authority of your own life, with God. Choose to be free.
After all, it is a CHOICE.
I love you greatly. Enough to tell you the truth.
Ruth
This starts from the time you enter onto this planet, maybe looking towards your parents as "gods"and making their beliefs/opinions yours, without ever exploring if these are even true for you. So for instance, you may have wanted to be an artist, but they told you there is no stability in that, and then sent you off on your way to get a degree in some other such bullshit that would not feed your soul but destroy it in the long run, most likely because this is what was done to them.
All because you believed those to whom you had given your authority/power to.
I must say that whenever I had placed my faith in any human, I was tremendously disappointed most times. So many today are not in full possession of their own minds let alone able to control their actions and so I keep my faith where it belongs now, which for me is with God. I learned this after decades of intense suffering. I put my faith in my parents/family and was horribly let down. Over and over again, I would disregard the past experiences I had with them which was always some form of service to self rather than operating from love and authenticity. This is not to say I now walk around blaming these souls for my life's tribulations: I got them this time around to learn lessons that my soul was seeking. The biggest lessons were to stop giving my power away and making anyone else an authority in my life as well as transcendence of the personality and ego. I cannot express how very difficult this lifetime had been, however, even with all the difficulty I have been blessed with opportunity to expand my heart and mind (which results in wisdom) to levels that I only could imagine previously.
So when we don't clear the parent issue, this then will play out its theater in your life in other ways: your boss, partners, associates, friends, will take on the role, you get the idea. The players may change, however the play will remain the same (and magnify) until you learn the lesson. We keep compensating, not living our truths and we pay dearly for it. This compensation extends itself out into every area of life now. Instead of living in alignment with spiritual law, compensation with the option of a bazillion things takes it place and no spiritual growth results. It is no wonder at all to me that this planet is in the state it is in. We have the consciousness of children running around in adult bodies, trying to play house instead of serving their souls and choosing to mature.
Choose to grow. Choose to become the authority of your own life, with God. Choose to be free.
After all, it is a CHOICE.
I love you greatly. Enough to tell you the truth.
Ruth
Sunday, July 26, 2015
Moving Mountains
I apologize for the blog silence. I have been working and am in the process of moving to a much more beautiful place where I will have wide open space, mountains and well water. I am hoping that community will be present where I am going, as I can sure as heck say that it is not where I am currently in NJ. The town I am moving to has a population less than 400. Amen people, because I would much rather see the stars in all their natural glory on any day. I am done with convenience and am ready to get deep into my own soul and connect to God in a way that I don't feel is possible here. The energy here is too off for that vibration to come in consistently no matter how much I meditate, pray or sage.
The universe has sent me all kinds of signs saying its time to move on, some of them majorly annoying (I am going to spare you all this drama). My biggest concern is that I am where I am because of one of the loves of my life, my son Alexander, is nearby. Alex has many medical issues and attends a special school and I am near it all to be with him and advocate when necessary or care for him when he is not feeling well.
We chat often, him and I, of having our own farm, of seeing and feeding the happy chickens and having some sheep so I can knit the "fur" as he calls it. Being a Mom gives my life such meaning. Yet nothing about this experience of motherhood has turned out like I had envisioned. This child has turned out to be my greatest teacher and because of him I feel that have earned a Phd in Love. As I have said in a previous post, Love does not cling or grasp to an illusion. Love lets go. Love knows that nothing, not even death, can sever that bond.
Perfect Love casts out Fear. So now I find myself getting deeper into Faith, trusting that if it is God's will, then a way will be made clear to have him join me in another group home in the new state. Nonetheless, I shall still be very much connected to his life through technology and frequent visits, even though I will be 6 hours away.......
We play this game I call Luv Bug's version of hide and seek. He says, "Mommy go hide", and I hide in the same spot I have hidden in for the last 5 years. He is always so surprised to find me. Then it is his turn to hide and I count to ten. Then I start calling, "Where is my Luv Bug?" I spot him and say "There you are!!". He says, Mommy you saved me!"
And I reply, "Oh no, Alexander. It was you who saved me." Because of what I went through with him, the profound heartache, the intense pain, the medical ignorance, broke me wide open.
And that, my dear friends, is how the light got in.
What I would like to humbly ask from my readers is this: If you feel so guided, would you please include us in your prayers? Transition is never easy. I am most certain your prayers would assist in this challenging time, and I would be very grateful. Prayers can move mountains.
You are greatly LOVED. Have a Peaceful week!
Ruth
The universe has sent me all kinds of signs saying its time to move on, some of them majorly annoying (I am going to spare you all this drama). My biggest concern is that I am where I am because of one of the loves of my life, my son Alexander, is nearby. Alex has many medical issues and attends a special school and I am near it all to be with him and advocate when necessary or care for him when he is not feeling well.
We chat often, him and I, of having our own farm, of seeing and feeding the happy chickens and having some sheep so I can knit the "fur" as he calls it. Being a Mom gives my life such meaning. Yet nothing about this experience of motherhood has turned out like I had envisioned. This child has turned out to be my greatest teacher and because of him I feel that have earned a Phd in Love. As I have said in a previous post, Love does not cling or grasp to an illusion. Love lets go. Love knows that nothing, not even death, can sever that bond.
Perfect Love casts out Fear. So now I find myself getting deeper into Faith, trusting that if it is God's will, then a way will be made clear to have him join me in another group home in the new state. Nonetheless, I shall still be very much connected to his life through technology and frequent visits, even though I will be 6 hours away.......
We play this game I call Luv Bug's version of hide and seek. He says, "Mommy go hide", and I hide in the same spot I have hidden in for the last 5 years. He is always so surprised to find me. Then it is his turn to hide and I count to ten. Then I start calling, "Where is my Luv Bug?" I spot him and say "There you are!!". He says, Mommy you saved me!"
And I reply, "Oh no, Alexander. It was you who saved me." Because of what I went through with him, the profound heartache, the intense pain, the medical ignorance, broke me wide open.
And that, my dear friends, is how the light got in.
What I would like to humbly ask from my readers is this: If you feel so guided, would you please include us in your prayers? Transition is never easy. I am most certain your prayers would assist in this challenging time, and I would be very grateful. Prayers can move mountains.
You are greatly LOVED. Have a Peaceful week!
Ruth
Friday, July 3, 2015
Change
Some days I find it quite the challenge to remain inspired while roaming about this planet like a lamb amongst a den of rabid wolves. Even knowing that they can't touch me, I still find it disheartening that so many are still being capitalized off of and have no idea about this in addition to keeping their minds closed. This motivates me to continue sharing what I have come to understand, as no force is involved to arrive here and more often than not it is because they are ready to open their mind to more. To face their fears, to integrate their shadow and arrive at self love. This makes my heart happy. BUT I had to do this for myself first and it is an ongoing, continuing process. You can't give what you don't have, right?
I have always wanted to be of service to others. When I went into nursing, back in the day when there was no Lord Google, or Youtube (GASP!!!!), I told myself I wanted to do this profession because I wanted to help people. Little did I know that the bureaucratic/political red tape that binds us along with the ANA and AMA governance nearly killed my whole plan and made it virtually impossible to truly help people, not to mention how it tried and nearly succeeded in taking my soul. I now see that the foundation of the healthcare profession is built on fear, not truth. There is another way to care for others and not get involved in all that nonsense that the world tries to impose on a soul. It's called doing your own work. Simple really as in when you elevate yourself you elevate others naturally. No huge energy expenditure, no waste of time. It's a win win.
Who really knows who they are at 18, let alone have done all the personal work necessary to clear out their ancestral and karmic baggage before thinking about what to devote the rest of their lives to. Most do not even consider this and it contributes to a whole lot of suffering. They go to a university and a huge amount of money is spent without any guarantee that it will provide them with employment, all the while the majority of the time being slowly hypnotized into seeking without rather than seek within. They may marry before they even find their own voice. They may have children and then the lessons that the parents did not clear will be passed on usually in a bigger experience.
But when we look within, and find that there is a light there so profoundly loving and infinite we feel compelled to do our own work. We realize that it is not selfish to do this and actually see the real selfishness lies in NOT doing it. All of our lessons/challenges become the opportunities to love deeper, practice patience, grow deeper in faith and free OURSELVES from the bondage that has run rampant on this planet. We stop feeling any need to project blame and instead ask God, "why is this situation in my life? What is the lesson I need to learn from this?"
Time will go on and we will learn to do better. This will radiate out to the planet and without you ever having to leave your residence you will be contributing greatly to raising the frequency of this planet out of the lower vibrations of guilt, despair, shame, humiliation, greed and lies to one of profound integrity and genuine love. Everything is energy. This truth gives me chills!
I wish for you a peaceful holiday weekend, with profound INDEPENDENCE from all ignorance.
You are profoundly loved.
Ruthie
I have always wanted to be of service to others. When I went into nursing, back in the day when there was no Lord Google, or Youtube (GASP!!!!), I told myself I wanted to do this profession because I wanted to help people. Little did I know that the bureaucratic/political red tape that binds us along with the ANA and AMA governance nearly killed my whole plan and made it virtually impossible to truly help people, not to mention how it tried and nearly succeeded in taking my soul. I now see that the foundation of the healthcare profession is built on fear, not truth. There is another way to care for others and not get involved in all that nonsense that the world tries to impose on a soul. It's called doing your own work. Simple really as in when you elevate yourself you elevate others naturally. No huge energy expenditure, no waste of time. It's a win win.
Who really knows who they are at 18, let alone have done all the personal work necessary to clear out their ancestral and karmic baggage before thinking about what to devote the rest of their lives to. Most do not even consider this and it contributes to a whole lot of suffering. They go to a university and a huge amount of money is spent without any guarantee that it will provide them with employment, all the while the majority of the time being slowly hypnotized into seeking without rather than seek within. They may marry before they even find their own voice. They may have children and then the lessons that the parents did not clear will be passed on usually in a bigger experience.
But when we look within, and find that there is a light there so profoundly loving and infinite we feel compelled to do our own work. We realize that it is not selfish to do this and actually see the real selfishness lies in NOT doing it. All of our lessons/challenges become the opportunities to love deeper, practice patience, grow deeper in faith and free OURSELVES from the bondage that has run rampant on this planet. We stop feeling any need to project blame and instead ask God, "why is this situation in my life? What is the lesson I need to learn from this?"
Time will go on and we will learn to do better. This will radiate out to the planet and without you ever having to leave your residence you will be contributing greatly to raising the frequency of this planet out of the lower vibrations of guilt, despair, shame, humiliation, greed and lies to one of profound integrity and genuine love. Everything is energy. This truth gives me chills!
I wish for you a peaceful holiday weekend, with profound INDEPENDENCE from all ignorance.
You are profoundly loved.
Ruthie
Wednesday, July 1, 2015
The Judgment of Appearances
When I became more of a learner and observer, life got interesting. I could CLEARLY see how nothing here, NOTHING is as it seems. In previous posts I have written how we have nothing but illusions here, illusions of wellness in healthcare (my preferred word is hellcare as it is more accurate), illusions of protection from a military, illusions of spirituality and truth from religion, illusions of wisdom from an education, and illusions of order from a government. I could go on and on describing more illusions such as that of the child protection services from state funded entities and more (in NJ let me refer you to the atrocities that occurred within the DYFS system around the year 2002), but I am sure that by now you get the idea. We could go very rabbit hole here and start discussing the fact that there are elites/politicians that are actively practicing satanists who subscribe to pedophilia and they are the majority. I refer you to the book by John DeCamp entitled "The Franklin Cover Up", as well as the book by Noreen Gosch entitled "Why Johnny can't Come Home." These are only two views of what has been going on here for eons. You can also find Youtube videos with them and they are excellent. Also consider checking out the documentary called "Conspiracy of Silence". satanists cannot generate their own energy, so they steal it from children and the spiritually naive. (WARNING!! There is exceptionally graphic descriptions of the horrendous abuses in the above mentioned books and documentaries and they may be triggers for you. Watch mindfully only when you feel fully ready and Spirit Led.)
I would like to suggest you take a moment and ponder how you arrive at your conclusion of something/someone being "good". So often we will say, "Oh he is such a good person, blah blah blah," and yet we may only know a small part of who he REALLY is. While were out campaigning for his "goodness" in truth he could be doing an infinite number of NOT GOOD things that you have no idea about. So in reality, it is best not to assume goodness on any appearances, for your perspective greatly limits you. However when one is sensitive as I am, you can read energy exceptionally clearly and recognize the lie, deceit or malicious behavior without the other character ever saying a word. It gets really interesting when you start to read the mind. This is a gift to everyone, and all one needs to do to access it is calm down, get yourself out of the frustration/fear vibration and align up with truth. Learn to trust yourself and your guidance and not doubt. Doubt is one of the weapons of the enemy, especially self doubt, as he knows that "a house divided against itself cannot stand." satan goes about here everyday trying to get you to hop on the road to self destruction and your job is to say "NO! I've got the Divine authority of Jesus Christ and you will now get out of my way."
Just let him try to violate your free will. He knows he can't, but do YOU know that?
And then ye shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free.
Truth be told I absolutely hate it here on Earth as things are profoundly not going to end up well for humans, but I know I am here only on assignment (as the Reverend Bill Johnson says!!). This is not my home and once I accepted that fact, I was able to relinquish my resistance to the ignorance here and turn it into a passion that feeds souls who are genuinely ready for this information. Everything is backwards, so many seem to care more about what's on American Idol than how our children, older adults, and animals are being treated, how the planet is truly dying because of our neglect or homelessness and poverty. We still have people in this country procreating like there is an infinite number of resources still available, instead of being consciously mindful and really taking a truthful look at what is going on. While it seems that pride goes out and encourages some to hang flags, I feel more cosmically aligned with wanting PEACE for all sentient beings and not just make some contribution to something that causes further separation instead of unity and may fuel another meaningless war.
The good news is that LOVE is now flooding in and correcting everything, however this will look catastrophic to many. For me, it is not about the quantity of my years here but rather the quality of my seconds and how much did I authentically love. It is about being of service to the soul rather than the personality. It is about living devoted to truth and integrity no matter what.
For me, it is about staying in the Love of God when all hell is breaking out.
Friends, QUESTION EVERYTHING. Get aligned with Divine Wisdom.
There are two ways to walk to the gas chamber: Free or Not Free.
No matter what, I sincerely want you all to be FREE.
I love you greatly!
Ruth
I would like to suggest you take a moment and ponder how you arrive at your conclusion of something/someone being "good". So often we will say, "Oh he is such a good person, blah blah blah," and yet we may only know a small part of who he REALLY is. While were out campaigning for his "goodness" in truth he could be doing an infinite number of NOT GOOD things that you have no idea about. So in reality, it is best not to assume goodness on any appearances, for your perspective greatly limits you. However when one is sensitive as I am, you can read energy exceptionally clearly and recognize the lie, deceit or malicious behavior without the other character ever saying a word. It gets really interesting when you start to read the mind. This is a gift to everyone, and all one needs to do to access it is calm down, get yourself out of the frustration/fear vibration and align up with truth. Learn to trust yourself and your guidance and not doubt. Doubt is one of the weapons of the enemy, especially self doubt, as he knows that "a house divided against itself cannot stand." satan goes about here everyday trying to get you to hop on the road to self destruction and your job is to say "NO! I've got the Divine authority of Jesus Christ and you will now get out of my way."
Just let him try to violate your free will. He knows he can't, but do YOU know that?
And then ye shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free.
Truth be told I absolutely hate it here on Earth as things are profoundly not going to end up well for humans, but I know I am here only on assignment (as the Reverend Bill Johnson says!!). This is not my home and once I accepted that fact, I was able to relinquish my resistance to the ignorance here and turn it into a passion that feeds souls who are genuinely ready for this information. Everything is backwards, so many seem to care more about what's on American Idol than how our children, older adults, and animals are being treated, how the planet is truly dying because of our neglect or homelessness and poverty. We still have people in this country procreating like there is an infinite number of resources still available, instead of being consciously mindful and really taking a truthful look at what is going on. While it seems that pride goes out and encourages some to hang flags, I feel more cosmically aligned with wanting PEACE for all sentient beings and not just make some contribution to something that causes further separation instead of unity and may fuel another meaningless war.
The good news is that LOVE is now flooding in and correcting everything, however this will look catastrophic to many. For me, it is not about the quantity of my years here but rather the quality of my seconds and how much did I authentically love. It is about being of service to the soul rather than the personality. It is about living devoted to truth and integrity no matter what.
For me, it is about staying in the Love of God when all hell is breaking out.
Friends, QUESTION EVERYTHING. Get aligned with Divine Wisdom.
There are two ways to walk to the gas chamber: Free or Not Free.
No matter what, I sincerely want you all to be FREE.
I love you greatly!
Ruth
Saturday, June 6, 2015
War on Truth
The closer one gets to God, the more they are tested. I do not believe this testing is from God, but rather the enemy that now views you as awake and aware and therefore a threat to his plan to harvest souls since the coward cannot generate its own energy with Love. I cannot stress the grand importance now to NOT fall into fear, hopelessness and other worldly cares, but rather strengthen your integrity and relationship with the Lord. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, NOT the fear of God. God would never use fear, he only and forever will radiate divine love. However, if we fall short in some way, it will be the Lord that will correct us and this usually is not a very happy event.
How long you remain off of your path by satan's clever distraction efforts will determine how strong your correction comes to you. It is also interesting to note that lessons are repeated until they are LEARNED, and my friends, they will get bigger every single time so as to grab your attention. The players may change but the play is still the same, just more difficult. This is where recognizing your life patterns will help you to get out of this pit, learn your lessons and be free. However like I previously stated, when you radiate your light through your devotion to love, live in truth, practice forgiveness and truth (all of which are GOD) expect to be tested. More importantly, rejoice, for you shall be victorious!! Your best weapon against satan is Love and Truth. He is deathly afraid of them, for it means his end.
I will not explain at this time all of my testing I have endured during this life time as it is being put into a book that I am writing. What I will say, is that it is nothing less than the Grace of God that I am still here, maintaining this blog and playing my part to disseminate truth and serve God. More importantly, I have finally realized who I am and know that I am divinely protected. I don't just believe in God, I KNOW GOD.
I am unafraid. I was born for this.
It seems that there is a huge integrity deficit here on Earth, in addition to a decline in morality. We could debate the million potential causes but that would be a waste of time. The energy of NOT living a life with truth and integrity contributes to making Earth a prime feeding ground for satan as he prospers under lies, deceit, shame, guilt, and humiliation. I find it very interesting that many in this world feel that they will be able to buy themselves some salvation. There is nothing further from the truth.
By not embracing ALL of ourselves, through the denial of our shadow self and arriving at the UNCONDITIONAL acceptance of it perpetuates this disturbing game that satan has got going on here. Then you are bound in slavery because you chose to serve fear and lies rather than truth and love. The wise soul will recognize the importance of integrating his whole self combined with living in truth and this will release the chains of bondage to satan.
The Lord will find the transgressor wherever they are, and if they have not lived according to divine principles, they will reap what they have sown and then some. Many try to subvert this law, for instance instead of performing the transgression themselves and therefore adding to their own karmic debt, they hypnotize others into doing it for them. Let's reflect on the dark ignorance of Hitler here. How in the WORLD could so many willingly cancel out the lights in so many souls in such a horrendous manner? It's no secret that he was involved in mind control tactics, as is our very own government here. This is just one of the many clever ways they subvert the harsher law, but no matter for God knows what is in the hearts of men. No one gets away with anything, it just appears to be so. You might not see the divine justice in this lifetime, but know that the Lord will handle it. It is Love that will bring about the correction, for Love is the fulfillment of the law. I wholeheartedly believe that Divine Law will transcend the ignorance of "man's law".
For nothing is hidden that will not be revealed!
Be not deceived by appearances, my friends. These days, satan and his minions are on a full on mission to break you, to turn your own mind against you and to enslave your soul. It is your choice whether you allow this to happen or cast it out. You have more power than you realize. Use it wisely.
A huge benefit comes from being devoted to Truth, which is that you become a magnet for truthful information. Then ye shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free.
But first it is going to seriously piss you off. I read that somewhere. How true it is!!
No one can force truth on you. Many get led to truth early and laugh at it, ridicule it and attack it only to some time later embrace it, usually after great suffering that acted like dynamite to propel you to a nice change of perception to one that is of truth. It will greatly assist you to choose truth so that you can line up with information that will serve your soul rather than the personality and this world for these things will be passing away very soon.
Devote yourself to truth, no matter what it looks like and no matter how difficult it may be. Enter through the narrow gate. I have faith in YOU!
You are Greatly Loved!
Ruth
How long you remain off of your path by satan's clever distraction efforts will determine how strong your correction comes to you. It is also interesting to note that lessons are repeated until they are LEARNED, and my friends, they will get bigger every single time so as to grab your attention. The players may change but the play is still the same, just more difficult. This is where recognizing your life patterns will help you to get out of this pit, learn your lessons and be free. However like I previously stated, when you radiate your light through your devotion to love, live in truth, practice forgiveness and truth (all of which are GOD) expect to be tested. More importantly, rejoice, for you shall be victorious!! Your best weapon against satan is Love and Truth. He is deathly afraid of them, for it means his end.
I will not explain at this time all of my testing I have endured during this life time as it is being put into a book that I am writing. What I will say, is that it is nothing less than the Grace of God that I am still here, maintaining this blog and playing my part to disseminate truth and serve God. More importantly, I have finally realized who I am and know that I am divinely protected. I don't just believe in God, I KNOW GOD.
I am unafraid. I was born for this.
It seems that there is a huge integrity deficit here on Earth, in addition to a decline in morality. We could debate the million potential causes but that would be a waste of time. The energy of NOT living a life with truth and integrity contributes to making Earth a prime feeding ground for satan as he prospers under lies, deceit, shame, guilt, and humiliation. I find it very interesting that many in this world feel that they will be able to buy themselves some salvation. There is nothing further from the truth.
By not embracing ALL of ourselves, through the denial of our shadow self and arriving at the UNCONDITIONAL acceptance of it perpetuates this disturbing game that satan has got going on here. Then you are bound in slavery because you chose to serve fear and lies rather than truth and love. The wise soul will recognize the importance of integrating his whole self combined with living in truth and this will release the chains of bondage to satan.
The Lord will find the transgressor wherever they are, and if they have not lived according to divine principles, they will reap what they have sown and then some. Many try to subvert this law, for instance instead of performing the transgression themselves and therefore adding to their own karmic debt, they hypnotize others into doing it for them. Let's reflect on the dark ignorance of Hitler here. How in the WORLD could so many willingly cancel out the lights in so many souls in such a horrendous manner? It's no secret that he was involved in mind control tactics, as is our very own government here. This is just one of the many clever ways they subvert the harsher law, but no matter for God knows what is in the hearts of men. No one gets away with anything, it just appears to be so. You might not see the divine justice in this lifetime, but know that the Lord will handle it. It is Love that will bring about the correction, for Love is the fulfillment of the law. I wholeheartedly believe that Divine Law will transcend the ignorance of "man's law".
For nothing is hidden that will not be revealed!
Be not deceived by appearances, my friends. These days, satan and his minions are on a full on mission to break you, to turn your own mind against you and to enslave your soul. It is your choice whether you allow this to happen or cast it out. You have more power than you realize. Use it wisely.
A huge benefit comes from being devoted to Truth, which is that you become a magnet for truthful information. Then ye shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free.
But first it is going to seriously piss you off. I read that somewhere. How true it is!!
No one can force truth on you. Many get led to truth early and laugh at it, ridicule it and attack it only to some time later embrace it, usually after great suffering that acted like dynamite to propel you to a nice change of perception to one that is of truth. It will greatly assist you to choose truth so that you can line up with information that will serve your soul rather than the personality and this world for these things will be passing away very soon.
Devote yourself to truth, no matter what it looks like and no matter how difficult it may be. Enter through the narrow gate. I have faith in YOU!
You are Greatly Loved!
Ruth
Sunday, May 31, 2015
Love your Enemies?
Why would Jesus say in Matthew 5:44 "love your enemies, bless those that persecute you"? Can he be SERIOUS, you may think after briefly reflecting on all the transgressions and violations that have happened in your life. This must not mean ME, otherwise he would know that what hell I personally have been through is so deep a pain(s) that is too evil to be forgiven is the answer you may rationalize to yourself for not abiding in this instruction.
I know exactly what you mean. With all the extreme ignorance that I have survived in this life, (and might I add previous ones) with more ignorance transcended every day, I too thought he can't mean that this specifically applies to me. How is it that he could have the nerve to ask me to forgive and then BLESS those who have hurt me? Is he on glue? Were the mule fumes interfering with his thought processes? Maybe he didn't drink enough holy water for his neurons to synapse correctly. Better yet, maybe this was just a poor interpretation by the scribes.
Ahhhhhhhhhh. But thank the LORD that my own ignorance of what was/is really implied here was overlooked and patience was extended to me while I worked out the understanding. It took about 44 years in this life to arrive there, with all kinds of horrific detours along the road. But I arrived at the destination God intended with a sound mind that is Sovereign, under the authority of only God and grateful for the GRACE that I live in.
Hatred, anger, rage, despair, revenge, hostility, and the like are all emotional conditions that are fine if one is allowed to have the opportunity for healthy expression of them. It is when they are harbored or suppressed, then more added on top of them that an emotional tsunami comes out eventually and it's not usually a pretty sight. Worse than the first thirty minutes of the movie "Saving Private Ryan" if you ask me. Make no MISTAKE, there are little evil psychopaths running around all over this planet, there are probably 5 of them within a 2 minute distance from you right at this moment, and they are preying on making you feel those things because they know it drains you and is sustenance for them. They make it their mission to find your personal buttons and push them as much as they can when they want to extract from you this essence. Everything here is all about energy people. Stop paying so much attention to the IMAGES and feel the truth of what is really going on. Become CONSCIOUS of where you are donating your energy and govern its use wisely.
Back to the scripture. So when presented with one of the minions, and its now apparent to you that they are in game mode to find a button of yours to push, instead of being provoked, you are calm since you have secretly been working on removing all of your buttons so that there are none left to push. Now its bored and hungry and it goes away trying to find some other naive soul it can feed on.
What happens though to many of us, is that long after an incident of transgression has occurred, our minds will replay it over and over and the emotions felt are the same as when it was first experienced. This is an extremely destructive process, and you better believe that satan and his coward self is aware of how you and your mind work. It's his number one target to use against you. So with every memory of the violation, you are draining yourself further and feeding the beast. BUT, when you realize that this is your CHOICE, you then can choose to partake in a thought that will STRENGTHEN you, which comes from blessing your enemies. This is not in any way saying that what they did was OK. Quite the contrary my friend. What this will do is offer you the protection you never knew you had, and it will hold them ACCOUNTABLE for their ignorance as only love can through the application of divine justice through the LORD. You release the LORD to go about and make all your crooked places straight when you bless those who curse and persecute you. When you live in this manner, with love, forgiveness and blessing you then are extended divine GRACE that will make your life beautiful. Beauty comes from TRUTH.
Again, I feel the need to remind you that you do not need to go about doing anything other than genuinely loving and blessing them. No compensatory acts that they are not grateful for are necessary. Furthermore, if you decide that it's not healthy to be near this person, that too is your decision and does not affect your ability to extend love to them, as love is not dependent on time, space or physicality. Do not feel you need to be a door mat, always nice, quiet and people pleasing. You have a divine right to advocate for yourself. Unfortunately today, so very many are not in full possession of themselves or their own minds and therefore are not healthy to be around.
So, maybe this week you will afford yourself the opportunity to start working on removing your buttons, casting the burden, blessing your enemies and ultimately finding Grace. I am here praying for your success in all of this spiritual warfare, and I would like for you to know it is truly worth your efforts. No matter how ugly things may appear, God is victorious and that means you are victorious.
Then you will be a contributor to the raising of the frequency on this planet, which is also what will genuinely help things to change here.
Have a beautiful week!
You are greatly loved.
Ruth
I know exactly what you mean. With all the extreme ignorance that I have survived in this life, (and might I add previous ones) with more ignorance transcended every day, I too thought he can't mean that this specifically applies to me. How is it that he could have the nerve to ask me to forgive and then BLESS those who have hurt me? Is he on glue? Were the mule fumes interfering with his thought processes? Maybe he didn't drink enough holy water for his neurons to synapse correctly. Better yet, maybe this was just a poor interpretation by the scribes.
Ahhhhhhhhhh. But thank the LORD that my own ignorance of what was/is really implied here was overlooked and patience was extended to me while I worked out the understanding. It took about 44 years in this life to arrive there, with all kinds of horrific detours along the road. But I arrived at the destination God intended with a sound mind that is Sovereign, under the authority of only God and grateful for the GRACE that I live in.
Hatred, anger, rage, despair, revenge, hostility, and the like are all emotional conditions that are fine if one is allowed to have the opportunity for healthy expression of them. It is when they are harbored or suppressed, then more added on top of them that an emotional tsunami comes out eventually and it's not usually a pretty sight. Worse than the first thirty minutes of the movie "Saving Private Ryan" if you ask me. Make no MISTAKE, there are little evil psychopaths running around all over this planet, there are probably 5 of them within a 2 minute distance from you right at this moment, and they are preying on making you feel those things because they know it drains you and is sustenance for them. They make it their mission to find your personal buttons and push them as much as they can when they want to extract from you this essence. Everything here is all about energy people. Stop paying so much attention to the IMAGES and feel the truth of what is really going on. Become CONSCIOUS of where you are donating your energy and govern its use wisely.
Back to the scripture. So when presented with one of the minions, and its now apparent to you that they are in game mode to find a button of yours to push, instead of being provoked, you are calm since you have secretly been working on removing all of your buttons so that there are none left to push. Now its bored and hungry and it goes away trying to find some other naive soul it can feed on.
What happens though to many of us, is that long after an incident of transgression has occurred, our minds will replay it over and over and the emotions felt are the same as when it was first experienced. This is an extremely destructive process, and you better believe that satan and his coward self is aware of how you and your mind work. It's his number one target to use against you. So with every memory of the violation, you are draining yourself further and feeding the beast. BUT, when you realize that this is your CHOICE, you then can choose to partake in a thought that will STRENGTHEN you, which comes from blessing your enemies. This is not in any way saying that what they did was OK. Quite the contrary my friend. What this will do is offer you the protection you never knew you had, and it will hold them ACCOUNTABLE for their ignorance as only love can through the application of divine justice through the LORD. You release the LORD to go about and make all your crooked places straight when you bless those who curse and persecute you. When you live in this manner, with love, forgiveness and blessing you then are extended divine GRACE that will make your life beautiful. Beauty comes from TRUTH.
Again, I feel the need to remind you that you do not need to go about doing anything other than genuinely loving and blessing them. No compensatory acts that they are not grateful for are necessary. Furthermore, if you decide that it's not healthy to be near this person, that too is your decision and does not affect your ability to extend love to them, as love is not dependent on time, space or physicality. Do not feel you need to be a door mat, always nice, quiet and people pleasing. You have a divine right to advocate for yourself. Unfortunately today, so very many are not in full possession of themselves or their own minds and therefore are not healthy to be around.
So, maybe this week you will afford yourself the opportunity to start working on removing your buttons, casting the burden, blessing your enemies and ultimately finding Grace. I am here praying for your success in all of this spiritual warfare, and I would like for you to know it is truly worth your efforts. No matter how ugly things may appear, God is victorious and that means you are victorious.
Then you will be a contributor to the raising of the frequency on this planet, which is also what will genuinely help things to change here.
Have a beautiful week!
You are greatly loved.
Ruth
Friday, May 22, 2015
What You Really Are
The coward is always going around this Earth, like a roaring lion, trying to extract all the energy it can from humans because it is UNABLE to generate its own, which is only achieved through Love. Being such a weak thing, it preys on the naive and unconscious souls who have mostly been hypnotized by the Lie, fall into fear rapidly and become easy targets like baby deer in the wild. So many souls here are walking around as hostages through their ignorance and violation of spiritual law. They are easily led to buy into the Lie and have no idea that this world is all backwards until they wake up their soul, take back their mind and exercise the spiritual authority that only Christ can provide.
Humanity has forgotten that Spirit always trumps matter. It has fallen into the service of the personality rather than the soul. Humans, contrary to majority belief, are not at the top of the food chain here, and just as we might swat the life out of a fly there are minions of satan who think the same of us.
The deceiver will use all it can to weaken you and it has a toolbox full of effective modalities. When I started to study energy medicine, I could easily see how a lie weakens a body just as the truth strengthens it. This is visibly demonstrated through kinesiology. So, the devil, knowing this, will do all it can to get you into either living or believing in a lie for then you are easily controlled and his slave.
The same is true for these energies: shame, guilt, humiliation, fear and anger. I remember being very little and could easily see how so called "adults" were manipulating children through all of those means and even at that young age I thought how very sad this is. Those energies contribute to the destruction of our physical being, and can perpetuate illness if not addressed fully.
Yet, at any moment when we decide we have had enough of the lie, we can change our mind and take back our power instead of feeding the beast. We can serve Love and Forgiveness knowing the Lord shall and will provide all that we ever would need. We can set up our free will to serve us rather than contribute to our destruction, and then whatever may attempt to violate your free will can be divinely dealt with as this is a huge spiritual violation. Maybe then, we could see that the real problem is not simply the magnitude of evil here, but rather OUR contribution/slavery to it by living in the lie and resorting to fear out of service to a personality that is ever so temporary and not a true radiance of what you really are.
What you really are is Forgiven. What you really are is Beautiful. What you really are is Love. What you really are is Free. What you really are is Creative. What you really are is Worthy. What you really are is Divine.
Stop donating your precious energy to evil and learn the wonderful benefits of human energy conservation. Instead of draining your energy in a fight with an adversary, why not consider saying "if you say so." Agreeing with thy adversary is not becoming a doormat and it is not admitting they are right. It is essentially the way to stop donating your energy to something that probably is hungry and wants to feed off of you.
Furthermore, start believing the truth about yourself and get on your own side. There is absolutely nothing that you could have done or has been done to you that would make God stop loving you. NOTHING. But maybe you have WRONGLY accused and judged yourself and thus resorted to living in the lower vibrations of guilt, shame, fear and humiliation. This does not serve you and it does not serve God. Get up. Get up and dust yourself off right now and know WHO YOU ARE. Without any need or seeking for external validation. It's not needed when one knows and accepts who they really are. Realize that it is ONLY the opinion of God that matters most and that his opinion is always going to be expressed from a foundation of Divine Love for you.
Nature does not judge. Man does.
Temet Nosce. Then you will truly know Freedom.
Beautiful Souls You are Greatly Loved!
Ruth
Humanity has forgotten that Spirit always trumps matter. It has fallen into the service of the personality rather than the soul. Humans, contrary to majority belief, are not at the top of the food chain here, and just as we might swat the life out of a fly there are minions of satan who think the same of us.
The deceiver will use all it can to weaken you and it has a toolbox full of effective modalities. When I started to study energy medicine, I could easily see how a lie weakens a body just as the truth strengthens it. This is visibly demonstrated through kinesiology. So, the devil, knowing this, will do all it can to get you into either living or believing in a lie for then you are easily controlled and his slave.
The same is true for these energies: shame, guilt, humiliation, fear and anger. I remember being very little and could easily see how so called "adults" were manipulating children through all of those means and even at that young age I thought how very sad this is. Those energies contribute to the destruction of our physical being, and can perpetuate illness if not addressed fully.
Yet, at any moment when we decide we have had enough of the lie, we can change our mind and take back our power instead of feeding the beast. We can serve Love and Forgiveness knowing the Lord shall and will provide all that we ever would need. We can set up our free will to serve us rather than contribute to our destruction, and then whatever may attempt to violate your free will can be divinely dealt with as this is a huge spiritual violation. Maybe then, we could see that the real problem is not simply the magnitude of evil here, but rather OUR contribution/slavery to it by living in the lie and resorting to fear out of service to a personality that is ever so temporary and not a true radiance of what you really are.
What you really are is Forgiven. What you really are is Beautiful. What you really are is Love. What you really are is Free. What you really are is Creative. What you really are is Worthy. What you really are is Divine.
Stop donating your precious energy to evil and learn the wonderful benefits of human energy conservation. Instead of draining your energy in a fight with an adversary, why not consider saying "if you say so." Agreeing with thy adversary is not becoming a doormat and it is not admitting they are right. It is essentially the way to stop donating your energy to something that probably is hungry and wants to feed off of you.
Furthermore, start believing the truth about yourself and get on your own side. There is absolutely nothing that you could have done or has been done to you that would make God stop loving you. NOTHING. But maybe you have WRONGLY accused and judged yourself and thus resorted to living in the lower vibrations of guilt, shame, fear and humiliation. This does not serve you and it does not serve God. Get up. Get up and dust yourself off right now and know WHO YOU ARE. Without any need or seeking for external validation. It's not needed when one knows and accepts who they really are. Realize that it is ONLY the opinion of God that matters most and that his opinion is always going to be expressed from a foundation of Divine Love for you.
Nature does not judge. Man does.
Temet Nosce. Then you will truly know Freedom.
Beautiful Souls You are Greatly Loved!
Ruth
Wednesday, May 20, 2015
Illusions of Protection
In today’s world, there are
these illusions of protection all over the place just waiting to wiggle their
way into the minds that have been taken hostage. If one thinks that they are protected because
they have money, access to privileged knowledge, your doctor, a police force,
military, a bad ass brother or connections to the mafia then it is certain that
you are not in understanding of where and how real Divine Protection is
obtained and then utilized. And it is
likely that you suffer greatly for it.
First and foremost there is
NOTHING, absolutely NOTHING outside of your living in alignment with God and
the Lord that will protect you. We, as
humans, tired ourselves out endlessly trying to subvert Nature and keep
everything “in control” which happens as a result due to not casting the burden
and therefore living in violation of natural law. For many years I could very well have been
the poster child for the example of control freak. Because so much of my life was out of
control, I compensated by trying to control all that I could. This made me very sick, sad and living in survival
mode, losing more hope by the day with my life experiences validating all of
it.
Casting the burden daily
requires our devotion to this process and FAITH that it will all be taken care
of. Honestly, I feel that I am at a
point in my life where I have no choice but to cast the burden and walk by
FAITH and not by SIGHT. Your eyes will
deceive you, and know this: there are
beings here that know you are easily fooled by the appearance of IMAGES. But when one wakes up and takes heed that no
one deceives them, they begin to see things as they really are. So many today are still so easily deceived
and they suffer greatly for it.
A popular area of where most
are easily deceived by illusions of protection is in the vaccination
process. Nature has given us all immune
systems, that end up getting highly ABUSED by poor lifestyle choices as well as
environmental toxins and then we wonder why they don’t work at protecting us
when they need it to as they feed themselves with all sorts of insults to
humanity that is marketed as food and do not eat a predominantly wholefood
natural diet, get enough fresh air and exercise, resolve stressors and toxic
people from their life and the like. NO,
what most choose to do is COMPENSATE for the fact that they refuse to do the personal
inner work as well as modify their poor eating and living habits that were
destructively chipping away at their immune systems and then those same foolish
beings expect that ALL need to compensate for their ignorance.
I personally will not have it. Only when those who THINK they are in any position
to mandate a vaccination on the personal property of my body have complied with
eating a whole food diet for at least ten years, practiced living in harmony
with nature rather than in violent opposition to it, cleared out their ancestral baggage and have given up their
fear of catching something (which is really the result of NOT living life
correctly, whether this is conscious or not) I would consider alternatives,
such as homeopathic vaccination, which has had more success than traditional
health care ever has. Why else would the
AMA attack it, as it is a threat to the illusion they like to keep people
ensnared in and then can profit off of more easily?
However, I think it is also
important for one to note, that at NO TIME am I ever violating the free will of
others to consider and participate in the choice to vaccinate. Along the
same vein, one should not feel they can violate mine by mandating what I
personally consider to be in opposition with Nature and Life. I don’t see the wild animals all running off
to their docs to be jabbed with toxins and then feeling (falsely so) that they
are protected. Furthermore, there is no
genuine, unbiased proof in the protection supposedly created.
This is one of the
presently hotly debated topics where all kinds of immature, name calling from
those who choose to vaccinate call those who do not “anti-vaxers” and the like,
some even going so far as to try and label them in the same line as
terrorists. I find it interesting no one
is getting arrested for parental neglect by allowing their kid to have soda,
sugar, aspartame, MSG and the like and yet feel all kinds of animosity towards
those who choose to not vaccinate. Yet
again, we are being presented with an opportunity to see what division instead
of UNITY will do: it breeds a prime energetic zone for evil to feed off
of. I personally don’t feel animosity
towards those who choose to partake in this, and I do not allow any labels
thrown at my choice to not participate affect my reality. Ignorance soon takes care of itself. In addition, when one lives in fear of
catching something, this will become their belief and their life will validate
that experience.
So maybe then the best
course of action here is not the mandating of vaccinations, but rather the
resolution and release of the fear and the application of personal change to
one that is more within the alignment of Nature and not an insult to the human immune system. Nature is not to ever be outdone. When plaques and such things arise, it is only
nature’s way of attempting to balance things out within a species. The misperception that a disease has been “eradicated”
by a vaccination is one of the biggest lies on this planet. By the consent to participate in this
activity, Nature will only counter with the creation of more virulent organisms
in compensation for human interference.
This is only one example of an illusion of protection
that I chose as it seems to be hotly debated right now. One would be better served
if they did the personal work necessary to get their minds out of the hostage
situation they have been ensnared in and line up with the LORD. Then the illusions fall away, truth replaces
fear and life becomes harmonious. Not a fairy tale life where one may never fall ill, but one where if one does, they have a healthy immune system to help you out.
What other illusions can
you identify in your life right now, and how might you go about correcting
them?
You are greatly loved!
Ruth
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