Change

Some days I find it quite the challenge to remain inspired while roaming about this planet like a lamb amongst a den of rabid wolves.  Even knowing that they can't touch me, I still find it disheartening that so many are still being capitalized off of and have no idea about this in addition to keeping their minds closed.  This motivates me to continue sharing what I have come to understand, as no force is involved to arrive here and more often than not it is because they are ready to open their mind to more.  To face their fears, to integrate their shadow and arrive at self love.  This makes my heart happy.  BUT I had to do this for myself first and it is an ongoing, continuing process.  You can't give what you don't have, right?

I have always wanted to be of service to others.  When I went into nursing, back in the day when there was no Lord Google, or Youtube (GASP!!!!), I told myself I wanted to do this profession because I wanted to help people.  Little did I know that the bureaucratic/political red tape that binds us along with the ANA and AMA governance nearly killed my whole plan and made it virtually impossible to truly help people, not to mention how it tried and nearly succeeded in taking my soul.  I now see that the foundation of the healthcare profession is built on fear, not truth.  There is another way to care for others and not get involved in all that nonsense that the world tries to impose on a soul.  It's called doing your own work. Simple really as in when you elevate yourself you elevate others naturally.  No huge energy expenditure, no waste of time.  It's a win win. 

Who really knows who they are at 18, let alone have done all the personal work necessary to clear out their ancestral and karmic baggage before thinking about what to devote the rest of their lives to.  Most do not even consider this and it contributes to a whole lot of suffering.  They go to a university and a huge amount of money is spent without any guarantee that it will provide them with employment, all the while the majority of the time being slowly hypnotized into seeking without rather than seek within.  They may marry before they even find their own voice.  They may have children and then the lessons that the parents did not clear will be passed on usually in a bigger experience.    

But when we look within, and find that there is a light there so profoundly loving and infinite we feel compelled to do our own work.  We realize that it is not selfish to do this and actually see the real selfishness lies in NOT doing it.  All of our lessons/challenges become the opportunities to love deeper, practice patience, grow deeper in faith and free OURSELVES from the bondage that has run rampant on this planet.  We stop feeling any need to project blame and instead ask God, "why is this situation in my life?  What is the lesson I need to learn from this?"

Time will go on and we will learn to do better.  This will radiate out to the planet and without you ever having to leave your residence you will be contributing greatly to raising the frequency of this planet out of the lower vibrations of guilt, despair, shame, humiliation, greed and lies to one of profound integrity and genuine love.  Everything is energy.  This truth gives me chills! 

I wish for you a peaceful holiday weekend, with profound INDEPENDENCE from all ignorance.

You are profoundly loved.



Ruthie