As we have just finished our Thanksgiving holiday, lately I have had the thought of the ongoing harvest of energy that has been going on this planet for a very long time. I knew of it as a child, and could see how the EGO would seriously reduce one's light, as does FEAR, PITY, GUILT, SHAME and HUMILIATION. Never did I want to think that there were actual creatures here, who have NO REGARD for humanity, and thus use humanity as an expendable food source. Oh and by the way, they look just like you and me. When one learns to read energy you will see the essence of what they are and its not pretty people.
Sound too Sci-fi for you? Well then maybe this blog of truth in all its forms is not for you, and you may be happier living in denial and finding something that feeds your need to live in ignorance, like a football game, mall shopping or reality show.
Or you could choose to wake up, keep your mind open, and realize that you as human are so not at the top of the food chain, and that there is much, much more you need to comprehend here on Earth, grasshopper. This is not about fear, but about knowledge as power and facing your FEARS and thus limiting the food source, preserving your precious energy and becoming a SPIRITUAL AUTHORITY.
This is what is meant by starve the beast. They have been here, these beasts, instilling all of the above emotions to feed off of you as well as to keep you highly controlled. Sad news is that most souls are naïve and have NO IDEA that this ignorance is even going on. Sadly, often the first place of this exposure is within one's own family. That was my experience. I had a completely OBLIVIOUS mother who believed whatever was told to her by those who were not of good energy (as I could clearly read energy as a child). They manipulated her mind, capitalized off of her ignorance like it was a freaking smorgasbord to the point where she had no independent thought whatsoever. As is the case with so many of my observations, these folks traded the truth for lies. I cannot even begin to tell you how intense this all was for me during my childhood years. My father and brother were not good souls and I have no problem calling them psychopathic. They absolutely hated women. I remember one time asking my brother why this wonderful girlfriend he had was no longer with him and he said very clearly "because I couldn't hurt her." What kind of thing says that? From reading their energy I could see and feel the selfishness, greed and hatred. My mother would not hear any of it. She would attach herself to some notion of guilt that had been imposed onto her and this would rule her actions and shut off any independent thought. Her misperceptions greatly hindered her as she ventured off into some freaking fantasy zone that had nothing to do with reality, one where I imagine she believed all people were good, that unicorns were real and everyday was Christmas. All these people she had around her, that she called "friends" WERE NOT friends, but manipulators, liars and thieves. They were filled with energies similar to my father and brother and she could not see it, sense it or believe it, for she had disconnected herself long ago from the divine source of information which we all are privy to. She would not hear my pleas/warnings of telling her what I saw in them and those she thought were "friendly". I remember one woman was such a monster, as she pretty much tortured her son, by making him dress up in girls' clothing when he was younger and demeaning his spirit. Dr. Scott Peck, who wrote The People of the Lie and The Road Less Traveled, stated that evil is anything which seeks to kill the spirit. Years later, when I confronted my mother on this woman, of whom she had "reconnected" with she said something to the extent that "everyone deserves to be forgiven".
Oh really? I am personally thinking of how this mother of mine never forgave a single thing in her life, as she made it her life's work to not feel anything. Instead she practiced the fine art of self deception, denial and making rationalizations/excuses for the horrible behaviors of herself and others. One cannot practice forgiveness if one does not ever feel.
Oh people. "My father's house has many mansions." Do you understand the true meaning of that?
I cannot begin to tell you the years and energy I wasted trying to get my mother to see clearly, to finally open up to reality and see the ugly TRUTH that was right in front of her face. The years, the immense heartache, the ocean of tears and the effort I spent actually trying to save her from herself. It never mattered.
It would take far too long to go into details of how this was all forced onto me just because I was her daughter and as a child under her insanity of "care". Now that I am much older, fully fearless, free to validate my own thoughts and feelings instead of needing external validation, I have chosen not to have anything to do with her energy. I forgave her of her ignorance, but this does not guarantee protection from her broken mind which is not her own, and I will not expose myself to it ever again. We have a right, to advocate for and protect ourselves, even if it happens to be from our own family. We have a right to hold people ACCOUNTABLE and call them on their shit. I think one of the many reasons that the level of ignorance has gotten to where it is today, is because people do not live their lives with enough integrity or genuine love, and therefore do not have any AUTHORITY to correct anyone. Imagine trying to teach someone the importance of not smoking, while you got a lit cigarette in your mouth. That's hypocrisy, and there is NO AUTHORITY in hypocrisy. "First take the speck out of your own eye."
The good news is that you can change that very quickly. While it is not easy to live with integrity here, on this beautiful planet that has all its systems running backwards, it is utterly important to do so for your soul's sake. It will be the only protection you have with what is coming up in the very near future.
When you live in the energies of guilt, shame, humiliation you are placing yourself at the mercy of those who feed on them. You become like a bright beacon saying "Hey, over here! I got all this guilt and shame and are you hungry?"
This should be enough motivation for you to clear yourself of those lower vibrational energies that keep you BOUND, by forgiving yourself first. The God I understand, never said you must carry all the guilt and shame around with you forever. The Source says, "Oh, you finally learned to not do that. Come home. I love you. You are forgiven."
It is the ridiculous law of little man that he thinks one must carry around these burdens forever. Actually, we are in violation of natural law if we do so. And don't think for one moment that the psychopaths are feeling any guilt, shame or humiliation. They pretty much have NO CONSCIENCE and feel nothing. Evil is very, very real people. And it is your choice that can either protect you from it or subject you to it, although that is mostly done unconsciously.
Choose not to feed the beast. Instead, focus on the harvesting of your own heart and soul, by living in integrity, facing truth, removing hypocrisy, eliminating self deception, becoming independent in thought and doing your shadow work. Make it so that no beast can even get close to you.
The LIGHT is asking for your help. Answer the call.
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