We partake in all sorts of things that we think will offer us protection, from going to the doctor, purifying our diet, banking and saving our money, maintaining our jobs, participating in politics and obtaining an education (which often times places one in massive debt). We seem to have come to believe that working hard is synonymous with being a good and humble human, that it is the normal way here. I now offer you a different perspective to consider.
We should not forget that people can become PORTALS for evil to operate through, and from my view I see this in full swing on this planet en masse. So precious few are actually, genuinely sovereign and they set themselves up to be hosted, essentially becoming puppets for evil to carry out its will with. We have children (in adult bodies) having children and very little emotional growth being given its proper attention.
Think that this is an exaggeration? Let me remind you of what hitler was able to do on this planet simply because he had CHOSEN to allow hatred and anger to enter his soul, rather than choosing to serve LOVE. I know that he had been beaten supposedly daily by his father, and that the mother he "loved" very much had died at the hands of what he deemed "incompetent jewish doctors" who could not save her. (With all thy getting, GET UNDERSTANDING). I can understand how these acts could damage a soul, however I do not, under ANY circumstances, feel that this is a worthy enough excuse for his horrid behavior. He that is within you is GREATER than he that is within the world.
We can ALWAYS, ALWAYS CHOOSE DIFFERENTLY at any time. No matter how great the spiritual oppression, we always can gain access to LOVE through our use of free will and use it to our benefit.
I was reading just yesterday some statistics on how most rapers were raped themselves and how most pedophiles were abused as a child. What am I to do with that information? Make excuses for their poor behavior? Feel sorry for them? Not gonna happen in any lifetime. What I will do is hold the TOUGH LOVE vibration which WILL hold them divinely accountable, being unmoved by pity and having the realization that we can all arrive at GRACE should we choose to do the work required to get there. I would teach them that it is no excuse just because it happened to them to continue on with this insanity, but this would be done with love not judgement. We ALL have the same opportunity to choose differently and do the Godly thing and turn back to LOVE and away from hatred and all of its bondage. It leads to possession quickly.
While satan takes slaves, I gather students for I know the high spiritual cost of violating free will. Nor am I about control.
We have all been shot, as my friend relayed to me one day, quoting from a spiritual program that she had been listening to, in which a soldier who had been driving had been shot. His commander ordered him to continue to drive, and he said "I've been shot!" His commander said, "Drive, we've all been shot". (I will save my comments on his commander's lack of caring later. You can relax). But the take home point here is truly, WE HAVE ALL BEEN SHOT, with some dark thing (or things), in this lifetime. It is not an excuse to continue on with the inappropriate behavior or let anger/hatred, self pity, despair, or excessive grief weaken us to the point to where we get possessed by the lesser energies. Believe me, those lesser energies are just WAITING for you to choose to weaken yourself. They set up situations to provoke you so they can own you.
So then, the only solution is to raise your spiritual immunity so high that it either repels the darkness or consumes it. I am fine with either one, I personally choose to do both. Picture the scene at the end of The Matrix, where Neo had been shot by Smith, and he gets up, and says "No." Smith is obviously pissed. Neo takes a moment and gets himself together, for NOW HE KNOWS WHO HE IS. Then he runs right at Smith, jumping right into his, very symbolic of integrating the shadow, in my opinion.
What you need to do costs nothing but your time, devotion and remembering who you really are. One needs to give up all lying, all hatred, all judgement (discernment is allowed), all fear, all shame, all guilt, ALL BLAME. Excesses of any kind. Giving to others is helpful for your spirit, and can cancel out error. One needs to devote themselves to truth, no matter what it looks like and be willing to look at it full on without fear. Go within to understand what LOVE truly is, and then commit to only operating from that level of LOVE at all times. Love is the only protection we have here. The rest is manly illusion.
One of the biggest spiritual revelations for me last year was finally getting the understanding of not putting any of my faith in man, but rather putting it where it belongs which is with God only. Not in any family, government, religion, or education. GOD ONLY. Jeremiah 17:5 depicts this: Cursed is the man who trusts in man......Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, and whose hope is in the Lord. Live your life so that the Lord is always in your favor, and you will have absolutely nothing to worry about.
I love you. Have a wonderful week.
Sunday, February 28, 2016
Sunday, February 21, 2016
Please Don't Feed the Psychopaths
What most have come to consider as normal on this planet is actually about as far from normal as one can get. The systems here run backwards and are operated by psychopaths and this is not in alignment with Divine Principle. Thankfully,it is all very close to crumbling and the new foundation of love will be here to restore all the years the locusts have eaten.
Like I mentioned in my last post, most humans have had no idea that what they are partaking in is actually error, but this is no excuse for not living in spiritual alignment. The beast likes it this way because the less you know you are operating in sin the more he and his minions can feed off of your ignorance. The time of evil being interpreted as good and good as evil has arrived, and is it any wonder then why the hospitals are getting larger, people are getting sicker, jails are crammed full and the government feeds off of its people like a parasite.
Quite simply, it is because they CAN. YOU, unconsciously, have given that power to them because you are living in a spiritual violation of some sort, and what gets taken from you is much more than what you would normally think. Raising one's integrity matters greatly, especially now. I find personally that the more I raise my integrity, the less I need to raise my voice.
One of the biggest things for me when I was a child was the fact that I could see the hypocrites in all their glory and how very much I wanted just one person to have enough integrity to STOP the violations against me. For instance, when I was nine I was just being a kid and laughing at the dinner table one night with my cousin and brother. This aunt from hell, (I had more than one) hated me, I could feel this every day of my life there and she decided I needed to be beaten. Her husband was dependent on drinking alcohol, and although he tried to advocate for me, had no genuine authority and I got beat. My mother also had no authority as she was reliant on smoking and taking medications. I cannot begin to tell you how much fun that was for me.
So many times in my life I have witnessed the "spiritual take over" of a person who should have been able to exert their authority over the situation. Instead, they look like a deer in headlights, drugged on something not of this realm and end up exerting no authority at all.
The time is NOW to get radically honest with yourself and search your own heart, mind and soul for any lack of integrity, any spiritual violations and also devote yourself to aligning up with truth so that truth can align up with you. If you are ill, ask for understanding the real message of the illness. I have come to find that there are three reasons of illness: generational crap got passed down to you because your ancestors did not do their own spiritual work, you personally in some way are in error or violation of spiritual law, or you are an important piece of God's plan of reformation for this planet and its attracting the minions to you with their tormenting ways like a light will attract flies to it, in an attempt to deter you from your mission. Your brightness just pisses them off.
Anyway, when you are living below integrity, you are nothing more than a container to be filled with what ever ignorance wants to use you, because it can. There are hyper dimensional entities that have been here for eons just letting you think ignorantly in illusion, being easily deluded that appearances are real and that accidents happen. No, everything, every single thing here is under law and order.
So then, how do you go about figuring out what is not congruent in your life with the LAW (which can be interpreted the same thing as the LORD in the Bible)? Well, how much chaos does your life have in it? How far from peace are you feeling? Do you just survive every day, only to do it all over again tomorrow, then come home and compensate in one of a bazillion ways to blow off your frustration, pain, anger, depression? The more one has of these things, the more error there is that needs to be cleared. This is NOT about blame, its about understanding the message Jesus wanted to convey when he said "have I not said that ye are Gods?"
When I audit medical charts, I am seeing far too many children on antidepressant/psyche medication. This is because the parents/ancestors did NOT CLEAR their own depression issues and now that energy has backed up into their children in a bigger way that is just like a damn that is getting ready to explode. Medication may be a temporary bridge, but it will NEVER replace the importance of doing one's own work of going within and arriving ultimately at self love and forgiveness. Essentially our society has made synthetic drug taking acceptable, but only if you look at how it is serving the beast rather than truly serving the one taking them, one could see that it is not the long term solution. They keep you numb, easily controlled and locked into a system that does not work. When the time comes that someone who is on medication wants to advocate for another, they will not be able to, as they weaken the energetic field and believe you me, satan knows this. I've witnessed this behavior in my own mother, who looked at the time when I really needed her to be fully present just like a possessed zombie. The look on her face I will not ever forget, but it was this experience that reminded me that these hyper dimensional things will jump into bodies when they need to and take over when we are giving our authority away.
I am not just referring to psych meds either. In my own lineage, my grandmother and mother both were on HTN medications, which just suppressed down their anger that was being REFLECTED to them in their high blood pressure and then it all got put on my plate on my arrival to this place. No wonder in the past it had been so easy for me to be provoked to anger, because I had generations of people harboring an emotional anger tsunami that just wanted to be released. I was meditating one night years ago, and was asking Spirit why I always had this anger, feelings that just did not seem right with me. I heard clearly, "They are NOT all yours Ruth". So often, because of how we are feeling, we judge ourselves harshly which does not help the situation at all. After that revelation, I worked more on loving myself and practicing self forgiveness. Myself and I now love each other, but my Lord was it a long journey!
Anyway, I want to remind you to please not feed the psychopaths who are now all running around trying to do all they can to keep you believing in the lie of appearances, that sickness is normal (remember the scripture "go and sin no more, lest a worse thing come upon you), that struggle is normal, that you need to work like a dog to get anywhere. Maybe all those things exist because we are in violation in some area of spiritual law and need to self correct.
Seek ye first the kingdom and then all things shall be added.
I love you.
Like I mentioned in my last post, most humans have had no idea that what they are partaking in is actually error, but this is no excuse for not living in spiritual alignment. The beast likes it this way because the less you know you are operating in sin the more he and his minions can feed off of your ignorance. The time of evil being interpreted as good and good as evil has arrived, and is it any wonder then why the hospitals are getting larger, people are getting sicker, jails are crammed full and the government feeds off of its people like a parasite.
Quite simply, it is because they CAN. YOU, unconsciously, have given that power to them because you are living in a spiritual violation of some sort, and what gets taken from you is much more than what you would normally think. Raising one's integrity matters greatly, especially now. I find personally that the more I raise my integrity, the less I need to raise my voice.
One of the biggest things for me when I was a child was the fact that I could see the hypocrites in all their glory and how very much I wanted just one person to have enough integrity to STOP the violations against me. For instance, when I was nine I was just being a kid and laughing at the dinner table one night with my cousin and brother. This aunt from hell, (I had more than one) hated me, I could feel this every day of my life there and she decided I needed to be beaten. Her husband was dependent on drinking alcohol, and although he tried to advocate for me, had no genuine authority and I got beat. My mother also had no authority as she was reliant on smoking and taking medications. I cannot begin to tell you how much fun that was for me.
So many times in my life I have witnessed the "spiritual take over" of a person who should have been able to exert their authority over the situation. Instead, they look like a deer in headlights, drugged on something not of this realm and end up exerting no authority at all.
The time is NOW to get radically honest with yourself and search your own heart, mind and soul for any lack of integrity, any spiritual violations and also devote yourself to aligning up with truth so that truth can align up with you. If you are ill, ask for understanding the real message of the illness. I have come to find that there are three reasons of illness: generational crap got passed down to you because your ancestors did not do their own spiritual work, you personally in some way are in error or violation of spiritual law, or you are an important piece of God's plan of reformation for this planet and its attracting the minions to you with their tormenting ways like a light will attract flies to it, in an attempt to deter you from your mission. Your brightness just pisses them off.
Anyway, when you are living below integrity, you are nothing more than a container to be filled with what ever ignorance wants to use you, because it can. There are hyper dimensional entities that have been here for eons just letting you think ignorantly in illusion, being easily deluded that appearances are real and that accidents happen. No, everything, every single thing here is under law and order.
So then, how do you go about figuring out what is not congruent in your life with the LAW (which can be interpreted the same thing as the LORD in the Bible)? Well, how much chaos does your life have in it? How far from peace are you feeling? Do you just survive every day, only to do it all over again tomorrow, then come home and compensate in one of a bazillion ways to blow off your frustration, pain, anger, depression? The more one has of these things, the more error there is that needs to be cleared. This is NOT about blame, its about understanding the message Jesus wanted to convey when he said "have I not said that ye are Gods?"
When I audit medical charts, I am seeing far too many children on antidepressant/psyche medication. This is because the parents/ancestors did NOT CLEAR their own depression issues and now that energy has backed up into their children in a bigger way that is just like a damn that is getting ready to explode. Medication may be a temporary bridge, but it will NEVER replace the importance of doing one's own work of going within and arriving ultimately at self love and forgiveness. Essentially our society has made synthetic drug taking acceptable, but only if you look at how it is serving the beast rather than truly serving the one taking them, one could see that it is not the long term solution. They keep you numb, easily controlled and locked into a system that does not work. When the time comes that someone who is on medication wants to advocate for another, they will not be able to, as they weaken the energetic field and believe you me, satan knows this. I've witnessed this behavior in my own mother, who looked at the time when I really needed her to be fully present just like a possessed zombie. The look on her face I will not ever forget, but it was this experience that reminded me that these hyper dimensional things will jump into bodies when they need to and take over when we are giving our authority away.
I am not just referring to psych meds either. In my own lineage, my grandmother and mother both were on HTN medications, which just suppressed down their anger that was being REFLECTED to them in their high blood pressure and then it all got put on my plate on my arrival to this place. No wonder in the past it had been so easy for me to be provoked to anger, because I had generations of people harboring an emotional anger tsunami that just wanted to be released. I was meditating one night years ago, and was asking Spirit why I always had this anger, feelings that just did not seem right with me. I heard clearly, "They are NOT all yours Ruth". So often, because of how we are feeling, we judge ourselves harshly which does not help the situation at all. After that revelation, I worked more on loving myself and practicing self forgiveness. Myself and I now love each other, but my Lord was it a long journey!
Anyway, I want to remind you to please not feed the psychopaths who are now all running around trying to do all they can to keep you believing in the lie of appearances, that sickness is normal (remember the scripture "go and sin no more, lest a worse thing come upon you), that struggle is normal, that you need to work like a dog to get anywhere. Maybe all those things exist because we are in violation in some area of spiritual law and need to self correct.
Seek ye first the kingdom and then all things shall be added.
I love you.
Monday, January 25, 2016
The New Song
"Think NOT that I have come to send peace on the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a SWORD." Matthew 10:34
What we have here is a hidden treasure. For most do not even begin to understand the meaning of this gift of scripture on this planet, or else things here would look a lot better. It would seriously help if more souls had ears to hear rather than money to spend, for that has greatly limited creativity and revelation coming in. Alas, no one can save you from yourself. Regardless of what others may say, NOTHING is hidden from you. You will repel truth from yourself if you do not honor it in every area of your life or if you have fear.
We are all equipped, should we choose to enter through the narrow gate, do our own soul work, and live accordingly to the divine principles of God, with a spiritual sword that can defeat anything in our way. satan is nothing in front of this sword except the coward that he has always been. There is nothing, NOTHING that can get in the way of this sword. With God (which is PERFECT LOVE), all things are possible.
"What's the sword?" I am glad you asked (or at least I can imagine that you did!)
The sword gets created from the genuine application of PERFECT LOVE and FORGIVENESS. Jesus' whole life was about this message.
Let's think about the alternative for a moment and how ungodly energetically draining it is. With every act of unforgiveness and fear, you set yourself up to become food for satan's parasitic nature and then wonder why you have no energy. Compensation then sets in, and in a feeble attempt to mediate why you feel so freaking horrible you find some other unhealthy distraction to try and numb the pain. This does not work, drains more energy from you and makes you a slave.
How many still think that slavery was abolished? I certainly don't, and I don't believe it has anything to do with race either.
Over the last few years I have observed many people here, and see the game of guilt going on all over the place. These people think they are free, but they really are glorified slaves, no where near in control of themselves or their actions. It's usually control by the mate they have chosen in life, which is a continuation/direct reflection of whatever childhood thing they did not clear with love and forgiveness and thereby ERASING the bondage of the past and being done with it. They are used to this behavior and have come to accept it as normal when it is anything BUT normal.
The bondage of satan is from guilt, shame, fear or living a life with iniquity and oh my LORD is there more than enough of that on this planet. I see that the larger problem lies in the fact that many have no idea that they are living a life in error (which would be called sin by some) and this fact contributes greatly to their suffering. When one refuses to contribute to play that game, to resort to fear or guilt over ANYTHING, we become FREE. We realize the truth in the MERCY of God and we get the SWORD and protection that the teaching of Jesus reflected. satan gets slayed, which frankly is the way I prefer him to be. His ignorance is no longer needed here, because the NEW SONG is being sung right now, and if you allow yourself to get quiet enough, if you just learn to silence the mind you will hear its beautiful revelation which is about your salvation.
Or you could go on being food for something that does not love, care or have any respect for you whatsoever. You are just a food source to be used and discarded.
Here is your assignment should you choose to accept it: FORGIVE EVERYTHING. LOVE YOURSELF. GET THE SWORD. Live with the Divine Authority you were meant to have.
I love you.
What we have here is a hidden treasure. For most do not even begin to understand the meaning of this gift of scripture on this planet, or else things here would look a lot better. It would seriously help if more souls had ears to hear rather than money to spend, for that has greatly limited creativity and revelation coming in. Alas, no one can save you from yourself. Regardless of what others may say, NOTHING is hidden from you. You will repel truth from yourself if you do not honor it in every area of your life or if you have fear.
We are all equipped, should we choose to enter through the narrow gate, do our own soul work, and live accordingly to the divine principles of God, with a spiritual sword that can defeat anything in our way. satan is nothing in front of this sword except the coward that he has always been. There is nothing, NOTHING that can get in the way of this sword. With God (which is PERFECT LOVE), all things are possible.
"What's the sword?" I am glad you asked (or at least I can imagine that you did!)
The sword gets created from the genuine application of PERFECT LOVE and FORGIVENESS. Jesus' whole life was about this message.
Let's think about the alternative for a moment and how ungodly energetically draining it is. With every act of unforgiveness and fear, you set yourself up to become food for satan's parasitic nature and then wonder why you have no energy. Compensation then sets in, and in a feeble attempt to mediate why you feel so freaking horrible you find some other unhealthy distraction to try and numb the pain. This does not work, drains more energy from you and makes you a slave.
How many still think that slavery was abolished? I certainly don't, and I don't believe it has anything to do with race either.
Over the last few years I have observed many people here, and see the game of guilt going on all over the place. These people think they are free, but they really are glorified slaves, no where near in control of themselves or their actions. It's usually control by the mate they have chosen in life, which is a continuation/direct reflection of whatever childhood thing they did not clear with love and forgiveness and thereby ERASING the bondage of the past and being done with it. They are used to this behavior and have come to accept it as normal when it is anything BUT normal.
The bondage of satan is from guilt, shame, fear or living a life with iniquity and oh my LORD is there more than enough of that on this planet. I see that the larger problem lies in the fact that many have no idea that they are living a life in error (which would be called sin by some) and this fact contributes greatly to their suffering. When one refuses to contribute to play that game, to resort to fear or guilt over ANYTHING, we become FREE. We realize the truth in the MERCY of God and we get the SWORD and protection that the teaching of Jesus reflected. satan gets slayed, which frankly is the way I prefer him to be. His ignorance is no longer needed here, because the NEW SONG is being sung right now, and if you allow yourself to get quiet enough, if you just learn to silence the mind you will hear its beautiful revelation which is about your salvation.
Or you could go on being food for something that does not love, care or have any respect for you whatsoever. You are just a food source to be used and discarded.
Here is your assignment should you choose to accept it: FORGIVE EVERYTHING. LOVE YOURSELF. GET THE SWORD. Live with the Divine Authority you were meant to have.
I love you.
Saturday, December 5, 2015
Victorious Spiritual Warfare
Do you feel defeated, full of fear, shame, guilt and humiliation that you have no idea how to climb out of that pit you have been put in? Is each day just another day to survive because with the way you feel, you are thinking it would probably be less painful to be dead? Do you think that the world is against you? Do you feel hated, and blame yourself for this and yet really can't come up with any valid reason as to WHY you feel this way? Are there some really odd things you are experiencing that you just can't understand or explain, for fear of being viewed a little short of a full deck?
I would like to share with you that your war has already been won, and you are victorious. No, really you are. God does not let me lie, so there you have it. I ask you to trust me on this, as I love you enough to always tell you the truth.
I too had felt this way for the majority of my life. I just could not understand how I could be such a kind, tender soul and yet have all this utter hatred just radiated at me. The best descriptive I would use is that I felt hunted for most of my life, feeling as if I were in some psychopathic science experiment gone bad, and never really able to identify the predator. I eventually did though, it was satan the coward. He and his army of hive minded psychopathic robots tried to make my life a living hell, and for awhile did a great job of getting me to doubt myself, fall into fear, and eventually fall into hopelessness.
Oh my God, how much of a higher, better place I am in now, and I would like to have the great privilege to humbly light the way for you to find this place too. It is your inheritance, it belongs to you.
With meditation, and a restored faith I started to ask God questions of why am I so hated? Why are things so hard here, why is the energy here trying to kill me since it is so adverse to truth and love? Why are these evil pawns working so hard at trying to end me with all this ignorance? From scripture we know that satan came to kill, steal and destroy, and apparently he was occupying a large amount of his time and resources trying to do all of those to me since my arrival onto this planet. When I say that it is nothing short of a miracle that I am alive today I mean it. I have faced and experienced things most would not believe or only see in movies. My prayer was answered in this way: "It is because you have Love, Ruth. This defeats him, and he knows it." Ohhhhhhhhhhh reallllllly. Hummmmm. Now I know my enemy, and more importantly, I know his weakness.
So knowing this, instead of resorting to a fearful, aggressive attitude, falling into paranoia or needing any defense materials, I pack Love with me EVERYWHERE I go. Satan knows this, and hates me for it. Good, because I am so not here to serve him. I am here, along with many others at this time to END him. I have no doubt that I am on the winning team.
Why do you think the attacks of the enemy in your life have been so difficult? It is because the coward cannot have a humanity serving Love, for then it would not be serving him. Since he is unable to create anything he must deceive, steal and use fear to get a population under control by using you as his human battery. He will do all he can to get you to lie, harbor unforgiveness, fall into fear, and lower your integrity because then he does not have to worry about the Law of Love coming at him to let him know what genuine power truly is.
He greatly underestimated the power of the light and those who are committed to shining it. I have no doubt he greatly underestimated me, and that is because in his own arrogance and pride he never thought I would arrive at forgiving it all and choosing Love thereby cutting his chains and throwing them right back at him.
I would love nothing more than to show as many others as possible how to cut their own chains and experience what freedom feels like. What walking in the Love and Protection of God feels like. In one tiny, holy moment you can make up your own mind to be bettered by your past rather than wrecked from it and cut the chains. You can choose to get on the winning team and heal.
I love you. Have a wonderful week my friends.
I would like to share with you that your war has already been won, and you are victorious. No, really you are. God does not let me lie, so there you have it. I ask you to trust me on this, as I love you enough to always tell you the truth.
I too had felt this way for the majority of my life. I just could not understand how I could be such a kind, tender soul and yet have all this utter hatred just radiated at me. The best descriptive I would use is that I felt hunted for most of my life, feeling as if I were in some psychopathic science experiment gone bad, and never really able to identify the predator. I eventually did though, it was satan the coward. He and his army of hive minded psychopathic robots tried to make my life a living hell, and for awhile did a great job of getting me to doubt myself, fall into fear, and eventually fall into hopelessness.
Oh my God, how much of a higher, better place I am in now, and I would like to have the great privilege to humbly light the way for you to find this place too. It is your inheritance, it belongs to you.
With meditation, and a restored faith I started to ask God questions of why am I so hated? Why are things so hard here, why is the energy here trying to kill me since it is so adverse to truth and love? Why are these evil pawns working so hard at trying to end me with all this ignorance? From scripture we know that satan came to kill, steal and destroy, and apparently he was occupying a large amount of his time and resources trying to do all of those to me since my arrival onto this planet. When I say that it is nothing short of a miracle that I am alive today I mean it. I have faced and experienced things most would not believe or only see in movies. My prayer was answered in this way: "It is because you have Love, Ruth. This defeats him, and he knows it." Ohhhhhhhhhhh reallllllly. Hummmmm. Now I know my enemy, and more importantly, I know his weakness.
So knowing this, instead of resorting to a fearful, aggressive attitude, falling into paranoia or needing any defense materials, I pack Love with me EVERYWHERE I go. Satan knows this, and hates me for it. Good, because I am so not here to serve him. I am here, along with many others at this time to END him. I have no doubt that I am on the winning team.
Why do you think the attacks of the enemy in your life have been so difficult? It is because the coward cannot have a humanity serving Love, for then it would not be serving him. Since he is unable to create anything he must deceive, steal and use fear to get a population under control by using you as his human battery. He will do all he can to get you to lie, harbor unforgiveness, fall into fear, and lower your integrity because then he does not have to worry about the Law of Love coming at him to let him know what genuine power truly is.
He greatly underestimated the power of the light and those who are committed to shining it. I have no doubt he greatly underestimated me, and that is because in his own arrogance and pride he never thought I would arrive at forgiving it all and choosing Love thereby cutting his chains and throwing them right back at him.
I would love nothing more than to show as many others as possible how to cut their own chains and experience what freedom feels like. What walking in the Love and Protection of God feels like. In one tiny, holy moment you can make up your own mind to be bettered by your past rather than wrecked from it and cut the chains. You can choose to get on the winning team and heal.
I love you. Have a wonderful week my friends.
Saturday, November 28, 2015
Thankful
I took myself out on a little road trip today, driving north on route 100 for some time....even though I live in the middle of wide open country, the ride is never boring, for everywhere I go here there are beautiful views to see. I can sing my heart out too, which clears my soul. Perfect day. A nice side effect of all this beauty is how it enhances my creativity, so I was inspired to write a poem in honor of the Mother of Jesus, Mary.
The Tears of Mary
To have had to witness the great suffering of your Son,
Who was truly pure, God's chosen one,
Who surrendered willingly his life on the cross
So that our eternal salvation would never be lost.
The Love of a Mother runs true and deep,
to have had to endure all this I am sure you did weep.
Then maybe you realized the awesome miracle of your son's short life,
How he loved the world so authentically, leading so many out of strife.
His whole life was a profound message, a living example,
of how we are given dominion here, and over satan we can trample.
Mary, you have my deepest gratitude for the ineffable strength you had to harness,
while witnessing your son be put through such distress.
This world wasn't aware of what great light had been lost,
He chose those nails, and he knew the cost.
For souls to be free, the price he had paid,
Gave us divine authority over all evil, as God's new covenant had been made.
Your tears were not shed in vain, oh precious, loving Mother,
I think of how awesome it was that God chose You,
and he did not chose any other.
To carry and bring his fruit to life
That would one day teach this world, all the while being as gentle and harmless as a dove,
That the answer to every single problem here
Will have its solution in only Love.
Ruth Ann R.
I love you Greatly. Have a wonderful week.
Ruth
Monday, November 23, 2015
Protecting the Mind, Undoing the Lies
As mentioned in a previous post, I stated how the first route of attack from satan the coward is your mind. Nearly daily I see the result of that attack as minds infected with doubt, lies, hatred (of self and others), unforgiveness, all of which make one a very nice slave for him and his minions to use at his will. In my own life this manifested in two of the souls that I love very much and sadly they have suffered greatly for this. It amazes me how easily one will "forget" all the kind, genuine things you had done for them and believe the lies told them, simply because they have not done enough of their own inner work, or live in guilt and shame, conformed to the ways of this world and therefore are vulnerable to the mind being breached by the enemy. They totally relinquish their ability to think for themselves, which is just the way the beast likes it, because he knows how powerful and creative the mind is.
I decided to go to a spiritual meeting yesterday for the first time since moving here. I have a decent amount of time on the drive over the mountain so I have gotten into the habit of using that time to talk to God. I asked him to get me out of the way, and let his truth come through if there was any message he wanted to convey to this new group. I feel so blessed to have such a deep connection with God, I hear from him frequently, and I do not doubt but obey what I hear. I kept hearing "feed my people". God knows I don't cook elaborately so I knew he must have meant spiritual food. "Ok, like what......." I replied and I kept getting the thoughts about forgiveness and how it is the eraser of the past and how important it is to embrace it, so one is divinely protected. "Alrighty then, God, will do". I sit in this circle, and I just feel the heavy grief and oppression of many souls there. Not many smiles, no light hearted laughter. Egos being strongly defended, I could feel it all. Yet, I promised God I would do what he asked of me.
This is some of what I said, "I have spent the last several years studying the life and message of Jesus Christ, and I have come to the conclusion it needn't take that long, for his message was of the power of forgiveness. It is what erases the past and sets us free from bondage to receive the inheritance that so rightly belongs to us, if only we would choose to take it. I have seen in my own life how unforgiveness worked, in that what I did not work out and forgive in my childhood, I repeated in my marriage, or my employment ect. and lessons are repeated until they are learned and they increase each time. It is a CHOICE to choose forgiveness, and I hope to God you all choose to be FREE."
As truth often does, this raised a ruckus in one of the attendees, and I could feel in several others as well. For at the end, she spewed out all her reasons for not forgiving, which are really just her pain talking, probably because she never allowed herself to fully feel and release what was causing her bondage to unforgiveness. She brought up being abused as a child as an example. All I could do was love her, let her remain where she is and maybe someday, that seed that God used me to plant in her will bring forth some fruit and freedom for her soul. It was an inappropriate setting for me to share with her my life experience of my many childhood abuses, for example being raped by family at age 5. I understand her feeling the need to defend her pain. I also know how many years I wasted and greatly suffered because of it, and I so want her to experience freedom she deserves.
This got me to thinking how it must be for God. Everyday, all around us and within us, is this GREAT LOVE that is available to tap into should we choose. But so many choose their past and their pain over Love and Forgiveness. Because minds have been infected with lies.
I understand why so few enter through the narrow gate, for it is a difficult path. However it is the only one that has provided my life with so much meaning. In the process of clearing out my pain, unforgiveness, anger and profound grief I have cried an ocean of tears over the last six years. I screamed it out when I needed to in my car. I wrote until my fingers hurt and my eyes could not see from all the tears falling out of them. I told God what exactly was on my mind since he knew it anyway. Some days, I never thought I would be able to get out of bed. But every day, somehow the Grace of God came in and said "Get Up" and I have finally learned not to argue with God, because I don't win. I win only when I align with him.
Jesus said, "If you bring forth what is within you, what is within you will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you."
Sadly, not much on this backwards planet runs along with God's natural law of Love. We are taught at a young age to conform, be quiet, do what everyone else is doing because that is the way it is here. We suppress everything, and we suffer greatly for it. All of this suppression only causes a derangement of our human energies that will eventually be released in an unnatural way that will look like a heart attack, stroke or the like. Please choose to let it all out. Choose to heal and love yourself, and you will then find that this is The Kingdom of Heaven.
Jesus said, "No one can come unto the father except through the son." No one can access the Grace and Blessings of God without the application of FORGIVENESS (which is the message of the life of Jesus). It is true that in order to be forgiven we must forgive, or sadly we are evicted out of the Promised Land, only because of choosing poorly, not because God stops loving us. That never happens.
Make the committment to bring forth what is within you. Choose the narrow gate and care not of anyone's else opinion and focus only on the opinion of God. His opinion I happen to personally know, and it will always be "I LOVE YOU."
I know for a fact that every single work that satan has done in your life can at any time be undone by God. I am living proof of this, my friends. He has no ability to create anything, he can only steal from you if you are letting him do so. At any time you can say, "ENOUGH!!!! You have had enough of my life energy" and choose to starve the beast.
I love you Greatly. Many Blessings.
Ruth
I decided to go to a spiritual meeting yesterday for the first time since moving here. I have a decent amount of time on the drive over the mountain so I have gotten into the habit of using that time to talk to God. I asked him to get me out of the way, and let his truth come through if there was any message he wanted to convey to this new group. I feel so blessed to have such a deep connection with God, I hear from him frequently, and I do not doubt but obey what I hear. I kept hearing "feed my people". God knows I don't cook elaborately so I knew he must have meant spiritual food. "Ok, like what......." I replied and I kept getting the thoughts about forgiveness and how it is the eraser of the past and how important it is to embrace it, so one is divinely protected. "Alrighty then, God, will do". I sit in this circle, and I just feel the heavy grief and oppression of many souls there. Not many smiles, no light hearted laughter. Egos being strongly defended, I could feel it all. Yet, I promised God I would do what he asked of me.
This is some of what I said, "I have spent the last several years studying the life and message of Jesus Christ, and I have come to the conclusion it needn't take that long, for his message was of the power of forgiveness. It is what erases the past and sets us free from bondage to receive the inheritance that so rightly belongs to us, if only we would choose to take it. I have seen in my own life how unforgiveness worked, in that what I did not work out and forgive in my childhood, I repeated in my marriage, or my employment ect. and lessons are repeated until they are learned and they increase each time. It is a CHOICE to choose forgiveness, and I hope to God you all choose to be FREE."
As truth often does, this raised a ruckus in one of the attendees, and I could feel in several others as well. For at the end, she spewed out all her reasons for not forgiving, which are really just her pain talking, probably because she never allowed herself to fully feel and release what was causing her bondage to unforgiveness. She brought up being abused as a child as an example. All I could do was love her, let her remain where she is and maybe someday, that seed that God used me to plant in her will bring forth some fruit and freedom for her soul. It was an inappropriate setting for me to share with her my life experience of my many childhood abuses, for example being raped by family at age 5. I understand her feeling the need to defend her pain. I also know how many years I wasted and greatly suffered because of it, and I so want her to experience freedom she deserves.
This got me to thinking how it must be for God. Everyday, all around us and within us, is this GREAT LOVE that is available to tap into should we choose. But so many choose their past and their pain over Love and Forgiveness. Because minds have been infected with lies.
I understand why so few enter through the narrow gate, for it is a difficult path. However it is the only one that has provided my life with so much meaning. In the process of clearing out my pain, unforgiveness, anger and profound grief I have cried an ocean of tears over the last six years. I screamed it out when I needed to in my car. I wrote until my fingers hurt and my eyes could not see from all the tears falling out of them. I told God what exactly was on my mind since he knew it anyway. Some days, I never thought I would be able to get out of bed. But every day, somehow the Grace of God came in and said "Get Up" and I have finally learned not to argue with God, because I don't win. I win only when I align with him.
Jesus said, "If you bring forth what is within you, what is within you will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you."
Sadly, not much on this backwards planet runs along with God's natural law of Love. We are taught at a young age to conform, be quiet, do what everyone else is doing because that is the way it is here. We suppress everything, and we suffer greatly for it. All of this suppression only causes a derangement of our human energies that will eventually be released in an unnatural way that will look like a heart attack, stroke or the like. Please choose to let it all out. Choose to heal and love yourself, and you will then find that this is The Kingdom of Heaven.
Jesus said, "No one can come unto the father except through the son." No one can access the Grace and Blessings of God without the application of FORGIVENESS (which is the message of the life of Jesus). It is true that in order to be forgiven we must forgive, or sadly we are evicted out of the Promised Land, only because of choosing poorly, not because God stops loving us. That never happens.
Make the committment to bring forth what is within you. Choose the narrow gate and care not of anyone's else opinion and focus only on the opinion of God. His opinion I happen to personally know, and it will always be "I LOVE YOU."
I know for a fact that every single work that satan has done in your life can at any time be undone by God. I am living proof of this, my friends. He has no ability to create anything, he can only steal from you if you are letting him do so. At any time you can say, "ENOUGH!!!! You have had enough of my life energy" and choose to starve the beast.
I love you Greatly. Many Blessings.
Ruth
Saturday, September 26, 2015
Surrendered
I was having a bit of a tough morning today, as I am in yet another "allergic reaction" to who knows what food and this translated into is a face full of itching, red, welts that burn. I should be used to this by now, since it has gone on for over five years, and it no longer scares the cat. It started at a time in my life when I was finally facing my fears of not being able to make it on my own, of simply being alone and having to rely only on myself for everything. I was finally able to get going on doing authentic work on myself in a deeper way than ever before in my life, with a few detours along the way. It started at a time when I left a going no where 6 year relationship and rented a home where I finally felt like I could just be me. Needing no one else's opinion, therefore not needing to conform to things that were adverse to my nature in any way any longer, one would think that it should have been the best time of my life. Ohhhhhhhh, but I had miles to go before I slept. Old patterns of fear, self hatred, self doubt and poor self esteem crept up and infested my mind and this manifested in two more attempts at having a relationship with let's just say not so nice guys. Not shocking to me, since I knew they existed, for I had to escape a family of them (meaning: not so nice men), and then divorce one, but I was just so CERTAIN that I had changed the pattern in myself that attracted this ignorance, which obviously was not the case. Finally, with my lessons learned, I made a personal commitment to not enter another relationship until I knew my work was done so that I would attract a man who respected women, who was creative and thoughtful and kind. Who loved animals. I could go on here, but I am sure you get the idea. Men were not the problem, for the root cause here were my wrong beliefs (believing the lies of the enemy) that attracted the ignorance that I had so often experienced.
Sadly it seems I am a slow learner, who required great pain to get the meaning of the lesson.
I promise you, if you keep reading you will see a point here and it will correspond with the title of this post.
Fast forward five years or so, to the present day. I just sold most of what I had worked hard to obtain to move to a state where I know no one. I have voluntarily remained single. I have devoted myself to cleansing out my soul and deepening my connection to God every single day. It is not an easy journey to be sure, but it is one that provides my life with real meaning. As I had mentioned in a previous post, for far too long I placed my faith in "man" and was horribly disappointed. When I place my faith in God, that is where it belongs and then wisdom comes in when I need it.
The wisdom that God sent me regarding the above matters required my forgiveness before I would see anything change. Yeah, yeah God, ok I forgive. Obviously, it was not complete. I was still dealing with ignorance that had some semblance of previous life experiences. I was and am having these huge reactions which I allowed to make me feel like I am a spiritual fraud or something. I started to feel like God was mad at me, or there was some huge thing I was missing entirely.
So, again, this morning did not have what would appear to be a great start. Face looking like a tragedy, my spirit sad and crushed from yet another reaction and no sign of when this will end, I decided to put on some music while I worked out my frustration in my journal.
There was this peaceful presence that came in and it was then that I heard it very, very clearly:
Sadly it seems I am a slow learner, who required great pain to get the meaning of the lesson.
I promise you, if you keep reading you will see a point here and it will correspond with the title of this post.
Fast forward five years or so, to the present day. I just sold most of what I had worked hard to obtain to move to a state where I know no one. I have voluntarily remained single. I have devoted myself to cleansing out my soul and deepening my connection to God every single day. It is not an easy journey to be sure, but it is one that provides my life with real meaning. As I had mentioned in a previous post, for far too long I placed my faith in "man" and was horribly disappointed. When I place my faith in God, that is where it belongs and then wisdom comes in when I need it.
The wisdom that God sent me regarding the above matters required my forgiveness before I would see anything change. Yeah, yeah God, ok I forgive. Obviously, it was not complete. I was still dealing with ignorance that had some semblance of previous life experiences. I was and am having these huge reactions which I allowed to make me feel like I am a spiritual fraud or something. I started to feel like God was mad at me, or there was some huge thing I was missing entirely.
So, again, this morning did not have what would appear to be a great start. Face looking like a tragedy, my spirit sad and crushed from yet another reaction and no sign of when this will end, I decided to put on some music while I worked out my frustration in my journal.
There was this peaceful presence that came in and it was then that I heard it very, very clearly:
I'm Waiting For You, Ruthie.
This was stated with such LOVE, that I knew immediately that this was from God. I knew what he meant. He had been waiting for me to fully, and completely hand over ALL of my unforgiveness. All of it. I was simply not allowed to make any more excuses on why I felt like I had to keep any of it. What's more, I cannot describe how very much I finally felt like I did not MIND one bit to hand it all over, where in the past I had resistance especially with the events that I judged as unjust. I felt the presence of Jesus come in and I handed it all over to him and said I am so very thankful for your patience with me, for waiting for me to be finally ready to do this.
Tear streaming down my face in pure, utter gratitude I said: "It's all yours. I no longer want it. Take what I am not conscious of too as I am not going to need it."
The utter peace I feel is amazing. There is pure lightness of my Spirit, the Joy my soul has is ineffable. God provided me with a house call today because he knew my spirit was sick.
Friends, today my face may be red, but my soul was gently and lovingly washed white today. Today, I forgave it all and handed it over. It truly is the only way to undo the chains of the past and be free.
I wish the same for all of you. I love you greatly.
Ruth
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