History is Repeating Itself

Most are aware of the current persecution of Christians going on this planet and how recently it has come back to the forefront via the news and media.  This situation however is NOTHING NEW when one is awake and aware and is able to view things from an objective perspective then seek to go within and discover WHY this is STILL a part of the life experience on this planet.  

It is still here today as it was in the days of old, because souls have not learned to genuinely love on this planet.  Souls here have given great authority to LABELS instead of embracing the UNITY of all things.  They serve LABELS that they use to define themselves or even go so far as to let others do this to them, and then wonder WHY history keeps repeating itself.  It is simply because the lesson has not been learned and therefore NOT CLEARED and will keep coming back until humanity gets it correct.  When humanity stops trying to seek segregation, and embraces unity then we shall clear this ignorance once and for all.  ANY LABEL, such as black, white, latino, american, mother, child, presbyterian, baptist are all useless and force one to define themselves from a very small perspective when they are really so much more than any word could ever convey.  So many are simply living in prisons of their own perspective and suffer greatly for it.  You are NOT what you have done, nor are you what has been done to you.

Then we go on and entertain the thought that maybe an antichrist is coming.  Truth is, the antichrist has been here and is everywhere you go.  It is your government, your banking system, your healthcare, your education system, your judicial system, your law enforcement and your religious institutions.   These are all systems that operate BACKWARDS from what spiritual law conveys and as such is then not in service to God but to satan the coward.  The antichrist is essentially the lack of LOVE and FORGIVENESS that all of those systems capitalize off of.  What type of organism feeds until it kills the host?  Parasites.  Humans have been the smorgasboard buffet of energy to feed the beast and that is the ONLY reason it has been allowed to expand as it has.  However, all is ALWAYS under the LAW of God and this includes satan and his minions and very soon balance is going to be restored here.  They have never had any genuine power, but rather force and nothing achieved via force is sustainable.

Very soon, souls here are going to realize that all of their material possessions mean absolutely nothing.  The 401k that you have been feeding for years is not going to be able to buy your soul freedom, the lavish house you thought was so important will be brought down in mere moments.  The education you went into debt and slavery for is not going to provide you with the soul wisdom that is necessary for your protection.  However by your choosing to go within, aligning up with spiritual truths/law and refusing to feed the beast will be greatly taken into consideration and contributes to the salvation of the soul.

What is satan afraid of the most?  Love.  Truth.  Compassion.  Mercy.  I absolutely love nothing more than to have opportunities to correct evil, and Love is fulfillment of the law.  This, my friends, is why this world has so desperately tried to keep you in a non-loving state.  Because it knows the genuine power associated with Love, the world is not living in harmony with nature and God and anything that is in violation of spiritual law is called on it’s crap when confronted with LOVE.  I used to wonder why it seemed that so often evil was allowed to continue here, and when I finally understood that most souls operate here in a fearful state, or some other spiritual violation like anger or unforgiveness which keeps them under the slavery of satan, it made much more sense as then I could see that very few were living their life with enough integrity, fearlessness and genuine love to hold satan accountable and so like a raging vile plague he was allowed to multiply. 

 

God encourages us to forgive and love.  This does not mean anything else.  You do NOT need to do a single other thing but be genuine and without hypocrisy, fear, or other spiritual law violation (this is also referred to by other modalities as Karma).  Know this, that as long as you are in violation to spiritual law, you will be a slave.  The good news is that this can change at any time when you turn to a spirit of love and forgiveness, which offer you greater protection than you will ever know.  It is the only true safety our souls have here on this barbarically backwards and insane planet.  

Why was it that Jesus could say, “Come unto me, all ye who labor and seek rest.  For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”  Because he did not have to service his personality and hold any unforgiveness within himself, he CASTED THE BURDEN UNTO THE LORD, for he knew that the LORD (LAW) would meet out whatever injustice or violation with Divine Justice.  Like the best friend you never knew you had, when you turn your life over to the LORD, relinquish fear, self-pity, the need to control everything,  you will be given the protection of the LORD and life will become beautiful, for you will not be wasting your energy trying to compensate for all of your spiritual transgressions but instead be creating a spiritual reserve that is ready to be tapped into whenever needed.  The advancements in your soul are the only attainments that you are going to be able to take with you when the game is over here.  Not your labels, not your worldly accumulations, not your educational accomplishments, not your BMW.  

You have until September to contemplate and  ponder personal change.  The choice is yours alone.  Not even God will violate your Free Will.  After that, things are going to get messy here.  Depending on what provides your life with meaning, that could be viewed as Heaven or it could be viewed as Hell. 

I sincerely hope that you all choose to be free.  

You are greatly loved.

Ruth

    

 

The Real Message of the Life of Jesus Christ

When I read of Jesus in the Bible, I have found great wisdom in the message of his life.  What concerns me however, is how many take the man and glorify his being as if they have nothing holy within themselves.  Jesus did some pretty miraculous things here on Earth, but he also told us that “these things I do, you can do and some greater”, as well as “Have I not said ye are Gods?”  Essentially this post will be my sharing of the wisdom I have gathered from this beautiful soul and his life experience here on Earth.

When we celebrate the holidays which claim to give thanks and gratitude to this man who was filled with such grace, I see that those are really just days created to serve this world.  If one has committed to careful study of his messages in the Bible (and other “lost” scriptures or texts) one can see that he NEVER wanted credit for any of it, for he was not wanting to serve an ego or a personality, which are temporary.  How many times after he healed the masses did he say “go and see that no one knows it?”  Jesus did not need or seek any external validations or ego feeding.  His glory came from God and that was enough.  But humans, in their cleverness, always need credit/validation either for themselves or are giving the credit to another.  ALL GLORY COMES FROM GOD.  Whatever blessings you are receiving in your life, it is because YOU, in some way, have aligned yourself up with the LORD and that is bringing goodness in.  If there is anything in your life that was not obtained through the proper use of the LORD, it will not stay and what does not belong to you rightfully will be taken.  Reflect on these scriptures: “Seek ye first the Kingdom of Heaven, and all things shall be added.”  “For it is your Father’s good pleasure to bring you the Kingdom of Heaven.”

What is the Kingdom of Heaven?, I hear you ask.  To my understanding, it is the fertile mind, an open heart combined with authentic self-love and an empty vessel.  God cannot fill a cup that is already full.  We must first empty ourselves, for the Love of God to rush in and fill us up with what is correct, truthful and pure.  Essentially this to me is what is referred to in the Bible as “the second death”.  We must die to ourselves (transcend the ego and personality) before God can come in and open up the Kingdom of Heaven for us.  We must transcend our personalities, which have mostly been brought about by our life experiences and conditioning on this planet, and step into LOVE.

 

Back to the message of Jesus Christ.  I have found that nearly everywhere I read of what Jesus said, I can see and feel the deeper message, which is usually forgiveness.  To tell you the truth, unforgiveness has caused me such great tribulation in this life time, simply because I could not apply it.  All of my pain, all of the violations against my body, mind and spirit, all of the anger kept me in a state of unforgiveness that only magnified more trouble coming in.  What I have learned through my life experience is that I am to forgive, and the act of doing this SHALL SET THE LORD FREE TO HANDLE ALL OF MY CONCERNS, usually in a much better way than my personality ever could.  “The Lord will go out before you and make all the crooked places straight.”  Do you see how this is relevant to the scripture “Come unto me all ye who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.  For my yoke is easy and my BURDEN light.”  Interpretation:  come under FORGIVENESS and let the LORD handle the matter.  You do not need to carry one bit of this around for another second.  Let it go, give it to the LORD (CAST THE BURDEN) and be FREE.  This does require PROFOUND SURRENDER as well as PROFOUND FAITH.  It has taken me my whole life to arrive at this understanding of forgiveness, but it has also been what sets me freer every single day.  It is a daily process for me, as things will come into memory and my work is to cast the burden and not hold it in me personally.  Our work is never done. 

 

You also have the choice of remaining in anger, unforgiveness and self-pity, and your life will reflect that back to you.  Experiences will come into your life in larger ways every time until the lesson of applying forgiveness to the situation is achieved.  Lessons are repeated until they are learned and they get bigger every time so as to get your attention.

I suggest that if you do read the Bible or other sacred texts that you seek to see how Jesus’ life was essentially a loving message on the application of forgiveness, which comes from the proper use of LOVE.  “No one can come unto the Father except through the Son.”  No one can arrive to the Grace of God except through Forgiveness. 

May you all choose to be free.  You are greatly loved.

Ruth

  

There is Nowhere Left to Run Except Inside Yourself

Industrial civilization is coming to an end.  Sadly, it has turned much of the human population into money grabbing robots who have little concern for the cause and effect of their choices and their chief impetus has been "how can I earn more."  More....more......more....more.....more.  When is enough finally enough?  When will you have enough to then start genuinely caring about others, instead of partaking in all this selfishness?  Souls are very sick here, and they have been further capitalized off of by the feeding their egos, the false self, to make them feel worthy.  Worthiness can only ever come from within.  Until then, you will be playing this draining game of seeking your worth from outside yourself until either you are dead or you decide to change your perspective.  

What the harvesting and use of fossil fuels have done to this planet not many care to research nor find the truth of the matter.  If you have found this blog, then I have no doubt you have aligned up with truth.  The truth of the matter is that they have killed Mother Earth.  Guy Mcpherson has done this work already and is very accurate in his assessment of this dire situation.  As he states, "Earth is on Hospice."  I have felt this for a long time, even before coming across his work.  I will be adding a video post from another wonderful person who took her own personal time to create a very well constructed work on what man made global pollution has done to the Artic, and how very soon we shall be reaping what we have sown.  There are gigatons of methane just waiting to come out of the frozen ice and kick our ass back to realizing that EVERYTHING IS CONNECTED, and that there are major consequences to our choices.

It is interesting how humans have thought that they could outwit nature.  What this really means is that they have been compensating, but not really getting the true gist that they need to stop being so damn greedy.  Stop making everything about money and start caring about ALL LIVING THINGS and aligning back with Nature.

I actually feel that the animals are much smarter than us.  They live according to Nature's Plan, in harmony with what is around them.  They leave no trashy footprint like humans do, so when they are done with what ever food they are eating it is given back to the Earth to decompose and add nutrients to the soil.  They fertilize with their droppings.  They are rarely sick ( I am not speaking of your pets, which are civilized as much as humans and therefore take on the same disharmonious states as what energies they are around). Great danger, struggle and striving comes to those who live far away from Nature.  

Just look at our current food conditions: I actually consider it an insult to humanity, for it is not food.  And then because food could not be grown quickly enough all kinds of evil came in like monsanto (monsatan) and round up ready crops and food FORCED to grow out of its season.  

Nothing lasts that has been achieved through force.  

When the last tree has been cut down, 

the last fish eaten and the last stream poisoned, 

you will then know that you cannot eat money.

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, and yet how many have no idea what that means.  They look around, and label events as random and coincidental, and fail to acknowledge their own contributions to the dire situation.  However, the Lord always has the final say, and very soon we shall see the day of the Lord here.  To many it is going to look catastrophic.  To others who have a perfect perspective will see it as the result of cause and effect and human unconsciousness. 

Personally, I am willing and ready to face what is coming, for I know WHO I belong to, and have no fear for the soul is eternal and goes on.  

References for Healing and coping in the coming times:

Work by Paul R. Ehrlich PhD

Work by Carolyn Baker, PhD

Book: The Second Coming of Christ The Ressurection of the Christ With You:Paramahansa Yogananda

Now is the time to stop and find what is SACRED.  Your soul is counting on you.

You are greatly loved.

Ruth
  
 

It's All Just so Temporary

From the time we enter onto this planet we begin our descent to death.  For some, that could take a hundred years, for other mere seconds.  Irregardless of either circumstance, it is the quality of those precious moments, whether they are decades or seconds that matter more than the quantity of time.  Time is an illusion anyway.  When I used to teach a meditation program in a prison near me, one of my students put it this way:

Time is a man made creation and then we just spend the rest of our lives chasing it.

So, then it is not the amount of time that gives anything more meaning.  Let me use a life example of my own to explain:

I have two boys, and both of them have had their challenges in various ways.  My youngest has a brain tumor and I cannot tell you how much I fought against this....ignorance physicians, a very sick child, lack of attention to alternative therapies by traditional modalities, ecetera.  It nearly ended my life, because I was not mindful of how to stay balanced in such an extreme test of love, and preserve my own energy while advocating gracefully for my child.  In all, I tried to control everything, because all the ignorance made me very angry and I kept thinking if I just fight harder my son and I will win.  This drained me.  Every millisecond felt like an eternity and all I did was suffer.  In the back of my mind was always the thought , "we will get through this and you will live a long life and all will be well."  In essence, what I wanted was more time with him here on Earth.  I personally feel now that this was out of fear and selfishness, for I truly know now that life does not ever end and as I had wrote in a previous post when I was at my lowest point I asked God to tell me how my human mind could accept his death, if that is what was to be.  I heard very clearly:

"Nothing, not even death, can destroy the bond of love."   

So really, more time was not the matter, but rather authentically loving him enough so that when death does arrive, as it does for all of us, I would grieve, but know that there honestly was not any way I could have loved him more.  There has been great freedom in my realizing this, but it took great suffering to arrive at this understanding.  

Society has been so conditioned to think more is always better.  It is a false perception that is filling a void that should and can only be adequately filled with the love of God.  All else is compensation for it.  Little by little, if you don't remain true to your own soul, lesser energies come in and try to take over until you are so distracted, sick and disillusioned that you may give up caring at all.  Just look around you and see all the compensation people are partaking in: brand name this, high society that, bigger homes, bigger cars, classy location to reside in, you get the idea.  I can usually tell how little one thinks of themselves by how much compensation they are partaking in.  The less genuine love one has inside, the more they are turned towards the outer world which can and never will fill that void.

All of those things I just mentioned are also so transient, and can be taken from one in a flash.  Then who are they, without their things?  What then gives their lives meaning?

With all the Earth changes that are coming, time is now irrelevant.  It is now wise to make every single moment have meaning by filling it with genuine love, so that when the changes come, you could not have loved yourself or others any more.  Then you will realize the great freedom in LETTING GO.  I admit this was not one of my finer points, but after suffering enough to sincerely want to change my perspective, I can now see that the more I let go, the more grace I have. 

May you all have a peacefully filled week of letting go of all that binds you!

You are loved.

 

Connection to Spirit

Many years ago, when I was still in the prison of a horrible, horrible marriage, I had reconnected to my love of God through meditation.  This did not make the beast that I was married to happy at all and I started to recognize fear on his face.  At the time, I was going through so many extremely difficult challenges, and I did not reflect on what would be causing this in him.  Only years later did I recognize that those who are in service to satan, as being the cowards that they are, hide in the light of God and attempt to feed off of that light for as long as they can, for they know that the deeds they partake in do not generate any energy that is worthy of sustaining life.  They project false images that so many easily deceived, hypnotized and naïve folk buy into, since they are not of a sovereign mind, do not question things, and usually have great amounts of self doubt and unworthiness (which quite frankly is how satan gets his hooks in.).  They feed off of that light by keep one in fear, guilt, shame, humiliation and unforgiveness. 

UNTIL WEWAKE UP AND REALIZE THAT GOD DOES NOT EVER SAY WE NEED TO LIVE IN THOSE STATES  FOREVER.  GOD FORGIVES AND INSTRUCTS US THAT WE SHOULD FORGIVE OURSELVES AS WELL, IF WE WANT TO COME UNDER HIS GRACE.

Oh, but there are so many who don't want you to know this because it would not end well for them if the majority of folks found this out. 

And there in became my impetus to file for my own divorce by learning how to do so in a library.  The deceit that was projected by this ex husband to most of those I had to have contact with was amazing and he deserves an academy award for all his efforts.  He shall only receive the rewards of man, as in the scripture "verily I say unto you that they have their reward."  I feel no need to explain myself to any of them and if they choose to believe in lies, rather than making an informed, sovereign decision themselves well then they have much deeper concerns and maybe they should be doing their own work rather than offering up any judgment of me (or anyone else for that matter) based on an incomplete picture of the whole story which only leads to a prison of misperception.

So many are living in prisons of misperception today, and are offering up judgment based upon lies.   

It was so worth everything I went through though because now I am sovereign and committed completely to God.  It would be a HUGE understatement to say that any of this was an easy road.  But I can say that once I have reached the other side, what I feel is THE PROMISED LAND, because I am living in love, truth and devotion to God now which is where I rightfully belong.  Our most precious resource is not fossil fuels (which are killing this planet by the way) but our ability to have conscious, independent thought, as well as discerning lies from truth. 

All of this is an extremely condensed version of my life in hell, which had been going on since my entrance onto this planet. 

So one day, prior to my divorce, I was vacuuming and praising God.  I was feeling such gratitude from knowing that after years of suffering neglect, emotional abuse and pain, I was truly loved and adored by Him (I choose this gender only out of convenience, for God is ALL), and stated to him that if I had to I would die for Him.  This was a statement made out of my genuine love of God, not some feeling of needing to die.  What happened next has changed my whole life and even as I type this out for you, I am getting goose bumps again, which are my truth meter telling me that we are in full on truth.

I heard, very clearly, in my right ear, "I would rather you live for me."  OH. MY. GOD.

I don't know how I didn't faint.  I had been communicating with Spirit for a long time, but there were long moments of my life where I had become distracted and disconnected and had severed that connection.  But here it was again, LOUD AND CLEAR. 

Then I heard, "You will live so others shall learn." 

I had no idea what was meant by that, until now.  There are things going on here that most never see.  Nothing is as it really seems and if you are not outraged then you are probably not awake.  I am here to share, through writing, all that I have been made aware of over the years.  What you do with that information is up to you.  No one will force you to believe it.  But at least I am finally living my purpose and being true to my own soul by putting the information out there so that others can be led to it when they are ready. 

If you are here, then you should know that we are going to fall down the rabbit hole together, and it is not always going to be easy, but if you are willing to do the work, your soul will thank you.  You came upon this information because you were ready for it.  I do not claim to have it all figured out, for no one soul has that ability; we all only offer pieces to a much larger puzzle.  So in between writing the book I am working on, I shall share some insights that have come to me over the years with the genuine hope that you too will find your own way to transcend all the ignorance and become a warrior in genuine light, and being true to your soul. 

Have a blessed week my Friends.  You are greatly Loved!   

Consider this

I was journaling this morning and some information came to me that I thought I would share for your consideration. 

To give you a little background, I had to do a thesis paper on the Holocaust many years ago, and it gave me nightmares.  From the research I had done, the pictures I had seen and the truth of the fact that satan is real and demons are operating through people hit me hard.  The pictures of the starving children, some placed in piles from having expired or close to it deeply affected me.  Victor Frankl's Man's Search for Meaning is profound inspiration after having endured the hell.  The statement on an entrance to a camp says "Work makes you Free" is a horrendous attribute to the evil that promotes slavery of souls.  I have not even begun to mention the horrors of the medical experiments, how they made lampshades out of human skin, and injected eyes in an effort to find the perfect shade of blue.  Twins suffered horribly.  Eugenics was a huge player in this whole disturbing thing.

I find it very hard to imagine how others who followed orders of this evil thing.  How could any soul believe that the forced suffering of another living thing is ok?  But then I remember, there is an energy here, that adores the suffering of others, because it feeds off of it.  Unable to generate their own energy, they do all they can to promote suffering, fear, pain, ect to create the energetic buffet that sustains them.  This is otherwise known as FEEDING THE BEAST.  Interestingly enough, they look human, but are energetically nothing of the sort.  "Take heed lest no one deceive you" are wise words that will only contribute to your being awake and aware and in protection, for they FLEE from truth and love.

The days of the old testament have also not been transcended, for those days lived with the need for sacrifice.  Now it is legalized sacrifice to send off souls to war and this has been brainwashed into the majority of the minds on this planet that it is a "honorable thing" to do.  Negative.  It's foolish.  I personally would not ever ask another soul to put his/her life before mine.  I hold myself accountable in living a life of truth and integrity so that I can expect that no life will need to be taken for my existence, and the LORD shall protect me.  Over eons, if one were to review history, you would arrive at the conclusion that war has not ever solved anything and is usually started based on an incomplete perspective of the real issue.  Add to that some folks who love money more than they value human life and you have the recipe for disaster.  War is the result of an immature consciousness, that thinks money and perceived power matter.  And then they get together and send more children off to war, where they have to see and partake in horrible things and then if they survive let them come back and try to function.  I could discuss this for hours, but I am sure by now you get the point.      

With that, I remember having a conversation with a woman, and out of my mouth came the statement close to this: "the people in the US think they are free, but they are nothing close to it.  In Germany they had registration numbers tattooed onto their person, over here we have Social Security numbers."  SS numbers.  Are you seeing the relevance?  The evil essence that was in Germany running the horrendous show has not been overcome.  Interestingly enough, how kind was it of the US to escort some of the crazy with a side of crazy right on over into this country under the name of Project Paperclip.

This is the result of massive ignorance.  No need for me to recreate the wheel here, since I have found others who have done a superb job in getting the message across:

Naomi Wolf: The End of America

She hits on so many great points of what constitutes a closing society.  I for one am personally thankful that there are those like her on this planet who put the truth out there no matter what.

Then check this one out, as he hits on many points that most don't ever consider, because they are living in prisons of perception. 

 

Paul T. Hellyer

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

God, Truth and Love

Nearly every where I look I can see the effects of the lack of love.  As the previous post had discussed, most humans do not understand the genuine meaning of love, for most here have only been subjected to conditional love.  Whenever I meditate on the nature of Divine Love, my whole nervous system hums at a peaceful, calm vibration that nothing in this material realm could ever come close to.  Sure, there are some souls here, who have Great Love, who live in humility, and gentleness, but also have the integrity to kick your ass when necessary.  This is most certainly not done in a physical manner....Love is the fulfillment of the law, and if you find yourself in violation of natural law, as the majority on this planet are (being in bondage/slavery by Karma), Love will correct you.  Depending on how far you have fallen, and irregardless of whether the means to your fall was conscious or not, Love will determine if that ass kicking looks like the first thirty minutes of Saving Private Ryan, or a gentle admonition from a soul like Mother Teresa of "Now, now, will you please play nice with the human race........."

I truly know what Jesus meant when he said, "Oh people how long shall I be with you?"  The stubbornness of this race is immense and the level to which the spirit has been corrupted has reached epic heights.  Satan has been running around here believing this was his personal energy smorgasbord, for him to harvest from whenever he feels like it.  However, I bring good news.  The global level of integrity, and the acceptance and turning towards truth now, is what is ushering in a brand new paradigm, founded in genuine, authentic Love that will purify this beautiful planet.  Whereas in the days that beautiful souls such as John Lennon, Martin Luther King and Dr. Max Gerson, who were doing truthful, meaningful work to elevate humanity were sought out and killed, this cannot happen today.  THE VIBRATION HERE IS NOT GOING TO ALLOW IT.

Oh, yes.  I can hear the laughing and response of satan now, being the coward that it is.  It sounds very much like those who service the self and the Ego.  Who define themselves by the material things they have obtained, by the titles placed on them by man, all of which provide only a superficial false light that will ensnare one even more.  Can you not see how many have sold their own soul?  I personally could not care less.  What will always matter, to God and to me, is how much genuine Love do you have?  If it is not to be found within a soul, then stand back and wait for the ass kicking specially created for your experience.  I may bring the pop corn and watch the show, since I personally have had enough of my own ass kicking and now do all I am conscious of doing to align with Natural Law. 

Now doesn't it make more sense as to WHY satan would hate love so much?  Because it will hold him accountable.  Oh yes.  Satan has so many, many weaknesses.    

Since I fell down the rabbit hole, my life got much more interesting.  I am led to all kinds of information and am blessed to accurately discern truth from lies.   I am thankful for the work of others like David Icke, Steven Quayle, Alex Jones, Jason A., Lisa Haven ect.  But I do need to get the following out:

In case there is any confusion for a reader of this blog, please make NO MISTAKE that I wholeheartedly serve God, Love and Truth.  I believe in Jesus Christ as the living message of what real, Divine Authority can do for a soul.  I do not, however, need to label myself with anything to designate this.  By that I mean, Baptist, Christian, Muslim, Holy Rock Worshipper.  You get the idea.  All these labels separate which defeat the bigger purpose of unity.  Furthermore, I cannot tell you how utterly tired I am of hearing some refer to "Divine Protection" as coming from the "Blood of Jesus".  Are you kidding me?  Seriously people.  Over and over there are some souls, who are doing wonderful work, and yet they keep repeating over and over "Well thank God Jim that I am covered in the blood of Jesus and will be saved from all of this destruction that is upon the Earth and blah, blah, blah....."  Rarely do I fully hear whatever may come after that, unless I can rewind, as now my mind is flashing to pictures from the movie of "Carrie" when she is covered in blood.  To get this point across accurately, one need not to resort to this horror show imaging.  It's not helpful.  Here is how I would put it:

The only genuine protection you will ever have, where even though five thousand may fall at your right hand and ten at your left you will not be touched is described below.  When you fully understand this, you will know that your protection does not come from your family, the police, the government, the military or any other living soul except through your proper application of natural law.

What if you consider the following:  instead of resorting to the whole horror show imaging as described above, just turn to hearing the MESSAGE Jesus was throwing at you, which is FORGIVE IT ALL.  This comes from the application of self love.  Jesus knew that there was absolutely no need to harbor any ill will towards any other soul, as he understood the LORD and that it will go out according to your forgiveness and make all your crooked places straight.  No need for you to resort to serving the personality, ego and fear.  Just FORGIVE and let the LORD do the work for you. 

I cannot tell you how many years I suffered greatly because of my failure to do this.  I hurt and felt injustice and everywhere I turned there were bigger and bigger things that I needed to forgive.  There were times when I did not care if I woke up in the morning many years ago and I most certainly did not want to feel the pain, profound grief and sadness.  Truth hurt too much at that time for me.  However when I asked God to explain to me how I may understand so that things do not look so out of control and hopeless this is the information that he led me to.  It is a HUGE understatement to say that Letting Go is not one of my finer qualities, at least until the last decade or so. But that is what the teaching of this wonderful soul was saying.  "You can let go Ruth, because the Lord has got your back.  Stop allowing your precious energy to be mined and start conserving it for the works and service of God."

I wish you a very peaceful week.  I love you.