I apologize for the blog silence. I have been working and am in the process of moving to a much more beautiful place where I will have wide open space, mountains and well water. I am hoping that community will be present where I am going, as I can sure as heck say that it is not where I am currently in NJ. The town I am moving to has a population less than 400. Amen people, because I would much rather see the stars in all their natural glory on any day. I am done with convenience and am ready to get deep into my own soul and connect to God in a way that I don't feel is possible here. The energy here is too off for that vibration to come in consistently no matter how much I meditate, pray or sage.
The universe has sent me all kinds of signs saying its time to move on, some of them majorly annoying (I am going to spare you all this drama). My biggest concern is that I am where I am because of one of the loves of my life, my son Alexander, is nearby. Alex has many medical issues and attends a special school and I am near it all to be with him and advocate when necessary or care for him when he is not feeling well.
We chat often, him and I, of having our own farm, of seeing and feeding the happy chickens and having some sheep so I can knit the "fur" as he calls it. Being a Mom gives my life such meaning. Yet nothing about this experience of motherhood has turned out like I had envisioned. This child has turned out to be my greatest teacher and because of him I feel that have earned a Phd in Love. As I have said in a previous post, Love does not cling or grasp to an illusion. Love lets go. Love knows that nothing, not even death, can sever that bond.
Perfect Love casts out Fear. So now I find myself getting deeper into Faith, trusting that if it is God's will, then a way will be made clear to have him join me in another group home in the new state. Nonetheless, I shall still be very much connected to his life through technology and frequent visits, even though I will be 6 hours away.......
We play this game I call Luv Bug's version of hide and seek. He says, "Mommy go hide", and I hide in the same spot I have hidden in for the last 5 years. He is always so surprised to find me. Then it is his turn to hide and I count to ten. Then I start calling, "Where is my Luv Bug?" I spot him and say "There you are!!". He says, Mommy you saved me!"
And I reply, "Oh no, Alexander. It was you who saved me." Because of what I went through with him, the profound heartache, the intense pain, the medical ignorance, broke me wide open.
And that, my dear friends, is how the light got in.
What I would like to humbly ask from my readers is this: If you feel so guided, would you please include us in your prayers? Transition is never easy. I am most certain your prayers would assist in this challenging time, and I would be very grateful. Prayers can move mountains.
You are greatly LOVED. Have a Peaceful week!
Ruth
Sunday, July 26, 2015
Friday, July 3, 2015
Change
Some days I find it quite the challenge to remain inspired while roaming about this planet like a lamb amongst a den of rabid wolves. Even knowing that they can't touch me, I still find it disheartening that so many are still being capitalized off of and have no idea about this in addition to keeping their minds closed. This motivates me to continue sharing what I have come to understand, as no force is involved to arrive here and more often than not it is because they are ready to open their mind to more. To face their fears, to integrate their shadow and arrive at self love. This makes my heart happy. BUT I had to do this for myself first and it is an ongoing, continuing process. You can't give what you don't have, right?
I have always wanted to be of service to others. When I went into nursing, back in the day when there was no Lord Google, or Youtube (GASP!!!!), I told myself I wanted to do this profession because I wanted to help people. Little did I know that the bureaucratic/political red tape that binds us along with the ANA and AMA governance nearly killed my whole plan and made it virtually impossible to truly help people, not to mention how it tried and nearly succeeded in taking my soul. I now see that the foundation of the healthcare profession is built on fear, not truth. There is another way to care for others and not get involved in all that nonsense that the world tries to impose on a soul. It's called doing your own work. Simple really as in when you elevate yourself you elevate others naturally. No huge energy expenditure, no waste of time. It's a win win.
Who really knows who they are at 18, let alone have done all the personal work necessary to clear out their ancestral and karmic baggage before thinking about what to devote the rest of their lives to. Most do not even consider this and it contributes to a whole lot of suffering. They go to a university and a huge amount of money is spent without any guarantee that it will provide them with employment, all the while the majority of the time being slowly hypnotized into seeking without rather than seek within. They may marry before they even find their own voice. They may have children and then the lessons that the parents did not clear will be passed on usually in a bigger experience.
But when we look within, and find that there is a light there so profoundly loving and infinite we feel compelled to do our own work. We realize that it is not selfish to do this and actually see the real selfishness lies in NOT doing it. All of our lessons/challenges become the opportunities to love deeper, practice patience, grow deeper in faith and free OURSELVES from the bondage that has run rampant on this planet. We stop feeling any need to project blame and instead ask God, "why is this situation in my life? What is the lesson I need to learn from this?"
Time will go on and we will learn to do better. This will radiate out to the planet and without you ever having to leave your residence you will be contributing greatly to raising the frequency of this planet out of the lower vibrations of guilt, despair, shame, humiliation, greed and lies to one of profound integrity and genuine love. Everything is energy. This truth gives me chills!
I wish for you a peaceful holiday weekend, with profound INDEPENDENCE from all ignorance.
You are profoundly loved.
Ruthie
I have always wanted to be of service to others. When I went into nursing, back in the day when there was no Lord Google, or Youtube (GASP!!!!), I told myself I wanted to do this profession because I wanted to help people. Little did I know that the bureaucratic/political red tape that binds us along with the ANA and AMA governance nearly killed my whole plan and made it virtually impossible to truly help people, not to mention how it tried and nearly succeeded in taking my soul. I now see that the foundation of the healthcare profession is built on fear, not truth. There is another way to care for others and not get involved in all that nonsense that the world tries to impose on a soul. It's called doing your own work. Simple really as in when you elevate yourself you elevate others naturally. No huge energy expenditure, no waste of time. It's a win win.
Who really knows who they are at 18, let alone have done all the personal work necessary to clear out their ancestral and karmic baggage before thinking about what to devote the rest of their lives to. Most do not even consider this and it contributes to a whole lot of suffering. They go to a university and a huge amount of money is spent without any guarantee that it will provide them with employment, all the while the majority of the time being slowly hypnotized into seeking without rather than seek within. They may marry before they even find their own voice. They may have children and then the lessons that the parents did not clear will be passed on usually in a bigger experience.
But when we look within, and find that there is a light there so profoundly loving and infinite we feel compelled to do our own work. We realize that it is not selfish to do this and actually see the real selfishness lies in NOT doing it. All of our lessons/challenges become the opportunities to love deeper, practice patience, grow deeper in faith and free OURSELVES from the bondage that has run rampant on this planet. We stop feeling any need to project blame and instead ask God, "why is this situation in my life? What is the lesson I need to learn from this?"
Time will go on and we will learn to do better. This will radiate out to the planet and without you ever having to leave your residence you will be contributing greatly to raising the frequency of this planet out of the lower vibrations of guilt, despair, shame, humiliation, greed and lies to one of profound integrity and genuine love. Everything is energy. This truth gives me chills!
I wish for you a peaceful holiday weekend, with profound INDEPENDENCE from all ignorance.
You are profoundly loved.
Ruthie
Wednesday, July 1, 2015
The Judgment of Appearances
When I became more of a learner and observer, life got interesting. I could CLEARLY see how nothing here, NOTHING is as it seems. In previous posts I have written how we have nothing but illusions here, illusions of wellness in healthcare (my preferred word is hellcare as it is more accurate), illusions of protection from a military, illusions of spirituality and truth from religion, illusions of wisdom from an education, and illusions of order from a government. I could go on and on describing more illusions such as that of the child protection services from state funded entities and more (in NJ let me refer you to the atrocities that occurred within the DYFS system around the year 2002), but I am sure that by now you get the idea. We could go very rabbit hole here and start discussing the fact that there are elites/politicians that are actively practicing satanists who subscribe to pedophilia and they are the majority. I refer you to the book by John DeCamp entitled "The Franklin Cover Up", as well as the book by Noreen Gosch entitled "Why Johnny can't Come Home." These are only two views of what has been going on here for eons. You can also find Youtube videos with them and they are excellent. Also consider checking out the documentary called "Conspiracy of Silence". satanists cannot generate their own energy, so they steal it from children and the spiritually naive. (WARNING!! There is exceptionally graphic descriptions of the horrendous abuses in the above mentioned books and documentaries and they may be triggers for you. Watch mindfully only when you feel fully ready and Spirit Led.)
I would like to suggest you take a moment and ponder how you arrive at your conclusion of something/someone being "good". So often we will say, "Oh he is such a good person, blah blah blah," and yet we may only know a small part of who he REALLY is. While were out campaigning for his "goodness" in truth he could be doing an infinite number of NOT GOOD things that you have no idea about. So in reality, it is best not to assume goodness on any appearances, for your perspective greatly limits you. However when one is sensitive as I am, you can read energy exceptionally clearly and recognize the lie, deceit or malicious behavior without the other character ever saying a word. It gets really interesting when you start to read the mind. This is a gift to everyone, and all one needs to do to access it is calm down, get yourself out of the frustration/fear vibration and align up with truth. Learn to trust yourself and your guidance and not doubt. Doubt is one of the weapons of the enemy, especially self doubt, as he knows that "a house divided against itself cannot stand." satan goes about here everyday trying to get you to hop on the road to self destruction and your job is to say "NO! I've got the Divine authority of Jesus Christ and you will now get out of my way."
Just let him try to violate your free will. He knows he can't, but do YOU know that?
And then ye shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free.
Truth be told I absolutely hate it here on Earth as things are profoundly not going to end up well for humans, but I know I am here only on assignment (as the Reverend Bill Johnson says!!). This is not my home and once I accepted that fact, I was able to relinquish my resistance to the ignorance here and turn it into a passion that feeds souls who are genuinely ready for this information. Everything is backwards, so many seem to care more about what's on American Idol than how our children, older adults, and animals are being treated, how the planet is truly dying because of our neglect or homelessness and poverty. We still have people in this country procreating like there is an infinite number of resources still available, instead of being consciously mindful and really taking a truthful look at what is going on. While it seems that pride goes out and encourages some to hang flags, I feel more cosmically aligned with wanting PEACE for all sentient beings and not just make some contribution to something that causes further separation instead of unity and may fuel another meaningless war.
The good news is that LOVE is now flooding in and correcting everything, however this will look catastrophic to many. For me, it is not about the quantity of my years here but rather the quality of my seconds and how much did I authentically love. It is about being of service to the soul rather than the personality. It is about living devoted to truth and integrity no matter what.
For me, it is about staying in the Love of God when all hell is breaking out.
Friends, QUESTION EVERYTHING. Get aligned with Divine Wisdom.
There are two ways to walk to the gas chamber: Free or Not Free.
No matter what, I sincerely want you all to be FREE.
I love you greatly!
Ruth
I would like to suggest you take a moment and ponder how you arrive at your conclusion of something/someone being "good". So often we will say, "Oh he is such a good person, blah blah blah," and yet we may only know a small part of who he REALLY is. While were out campaigning for his "goodness" in truth he could be doing an infinite number of NOT GOOD things that you have no idea about. So in reality, it is best not to assume goodness on any appearances, for your perspective greatly limits you. However when one is sensitive as I am, you can read energy exceptionally clearly and recognize the lie, deceit or malicious behavior without the other character ever saying a word. It gets really interesting when you start to read the mind. This is a gift to everyone, and all one needs to do to access it is calm down, get yourself out of the frustration/fear vibration and align up with truth. Learn to trust yourself and your guidance and not doubt. Doubt is one of the weapons of the enemy, especially self doubt, as he knows that "a house divided against itself cannot stand." satan goes about here everyday trying to get you to hop on the road to self destruction and your job is to say "NO! I've got the Divine authority of Jesus Christ and you will now get out of my way."
Just let him try to violate your free will. He knows he can't, but do YOU know that?
And then ye shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free.
Truth be told I absolutely hate it here on Earth as things are profoundly not going to end up well for humans, but I know I am here only on assignment (as the Reverend Bill Johnson says!!). This is not my home and once I accepted that fact, I was able to relinquish my resistance to the ignorance here and turn it into a passion that feeds souls who are genuinely ready for this information. Everything is backwards, so many seem to care more about what's on American Idol than how our children, older adults, and animals are being treated, how the planet is truly dying because of our neglect or homelessness and poverty. We still have people in this country procreating like there is an infinite number of resources still available, instead of being consciously mindful and really taking a truthful look at what is going on. While it seems that pride goes out and encourages some to hang flags, I feel more cosmically aligned with wanting PEACE for all sentient beings and not just make some contribution to something that causes further separation instead of unity and may fuel another meaningless war.
The good news is that LOVE is now flooding in and correcting everything, however this will look catastrophic to many. For me, it is not about the quantity of my years here but rather the quality of my seconds and how much did I authentically love. It is about being of service to the soul rather than the personality. It is about living devoted to truth and integrity no matter what.
For me, it is about staying in the Love of God when all hell is breaking out.
Friends, QUESTION EVERYTHING. Get aligned with Divine Wisdom.
There are two ways to walk to the gas chamber: Free or Not Free.
No matter what, I sincerely want you all to be FREE.
I love you greatly!
Ruth
Saturday, June 6, 2015
War on Truth
The closer one gets to God, the more they are tested. I do not believe this testing is from God, but rather the enemy that now views you as awake and aware and therefore a threat to his plan to harvest souls since the coward cannot generate its own energy with Love. I cannot stress the grand importance now to NOT fall into fear, hopelessness and other worldly cares, but rather strengthen your integrity and relationship with the Lord. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, NOT the fear of God. God would never use fear, he only and forever will radiate divine love. However, if we fall short in some way, it will be the Lord that will correct us and this usually is not a very happy event.
How long you remain off of your path by satan's clever distraction efforts will determine how strong your correction comes to you. It is also interesting to note that lessons are repeated until they are LEARNED, and my friends, they will get bigger every single time so as to grab your attention. The players may change but the play is still the same, just more difficult. This is where recognizing your life patterns will help you to get out of this pit, learn your lessons and be free. However like I previously stated, when you radiate your light through your devotion to love, live in truth, practice forgiveness and truth (all of which are GOD) expect to be tested. More importantly, rejoice, for you shall be victorious!! Your best weapon against satan is Love and Truth. He is deathly afraid of them, for it means his end.
I will not explain at this time all of my testing I have endured during this life time as it is being put into a book that I am writing. What I will say, is that it is nothing less than the Grace of God that I am still here, maintaining this blog and playing my part to disseminate truth and serve God. More importantly, I have finally realized who I am and know that I am divinely protected. I don't just believe in God, I KNOW GOD.
I am unafraid. I was born for this.
It seems that there is a huge integrity deficit here on Earth, in addition to a decline in morality. We could debate the million potential causes but that would be a waste of time. The energy of NOT living a life with truth and integrity contributes to making Earth a prime feeding ground for satan as he prospers under lies, deceit, shame, guilt, and humiliation. I find it very interesting that many in this world feel that they will be able to buy themselves some salvation. There is nothing further from the truth.
By not embracing ALL of ourselves, through the denial of our shadow self and arriving at the UNCONDITIONAL acceptance of it perpetuates this disturbing game that satan has got going on here. Then you are bound in slavery because you chose to serve fear and lies rather than truth and love. The wise soul will recognize the importance of integrating his whole self combined with living in truth and this will release the chains of bondage to satan.
The Lord will find the transgressor wherever they are, and if they have not lived according to divine principles, they will reap what they have sown and then some. Many try to subvert this law, for instance instead of performing the transgression themselves and therefore adding to their own karmic debt, they hypnotize others into doing it for them. Let's reflect on the dark ignorance of Hitler here. How in the WORLD could so many willingly cancel out the lights in so many souls in such a horrendous manner? It's no secret that he was involved in mind control tactics, as is our very own government here. This is just one of the many clever ways they subvert the harsher law, but no matter for God knows what is in the hearts of men. No one gets away with anything, it just appears to be so. You might not see the divine justice in this lifetime, but know that the Lord will handle it. It is Love that will bring about the correction, for Love is the fulfillment of the law. I wholeheartedly believe that Divine Law will transcend the ignorance of "man's law".
For nothing is hidden that will not be revealed!
Be not deceived by appearances, my friends. These days, satan and his minions are on a full on mission to break you, to turn your own mind against you and to enslave your soul. It is your choice whether you allow this to happen or cast it out. You have more power than you realize. Use it wisely.
A huge benefit comes from being devoted to Truth, which is that you become a magnet for truthful information. Then ye shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free.
But first it is going to seriously piss you off. I read that somewhere. How true it is!!
No one can force truth on you. Many get led to truth early and laugh at it, ridicule it and attack it only to some time later embrace it, usually after great suffering that acted like dynamite to propel you to a nice change of perception to one that is of truth. It will greatly assist you to choose truth so that you can line up with information that will serve your soul rather than the personality and this world for these things will be passing away very soon.
Devote yourself to truth, no matter what it looks like and no matter how difficult it may be. Enter through the narrow gate. I have faith in YOU!
You are Greatly Loved!
Ruth
How long you remain off of your path by satan's clever distraction efforts will determine how strong your correction comes to you. It is also interesting to note that lessons are repeated until they are LEARNED, and my friends, they will get bigger every single time so as to grab your attention. The players may change but the play is still the same, just more difficult. This is where recognizing your life patterns will help you to get out of this pit, learn your lessons and be free. However like I previously stated, when you radiate your light through your devotion to love, live in truth, practice forgiveness and truth (all of which are GOD) expect to be tested. More importantly, rejoice, for you shall be victorious!! Your best weapon against satan is Love and Truth. He is deathly afraid of them, for it means his end.
I will not explain at this time all of my testing I have endured during this life time as it is being put into a book that I am writing. What I will say, is that it is nothing less than the Grace of God that I am still here, maintaining this blog and playing my part to disseminate truth and serve God. More importantly, I have finally realized who I am and know that I am divinely protected. I don't just believe in God, I KNOW GOD.
I am unafraid. I was born for this.
It seems that there is a huge integrity deficit here on Earth, in addition to a decline in morality. We could debate the million potential causes but that would be a waste of time. The energy of NOT living a life with truth and integrity contributes to making Earth a prime feeding ground for satan as he prospers under lies, deceit, shame, guilt, and humiliation. I find it very interesting that many in this world feel that they will be able to buy themselves some salvation. There is nothing further from the truth.
By not embracing ALL of ourselves, through the denial of our shadow self and arriving at the UNCONDITIONAL acceptance of it perpetuates this disturbing game that satan has got going on here. Then you are bound in slavery because you chose to serve fear and lies rather than truth and love. The wise soul will recognize the importance of integrating his whole self combined with living in truth and this will release the chains of bondage to satan.
The Lord will find the transgressor wherever they are, and if they have not lived according to divine principles, they will reap what they have sown and then some. Many try to subvert this law, for instance instead of performing the transgression themselves and therefore adding to their own karmic debt, they hypnotize others into doing it for them. Let's reflect on the dark ignorance of Hitler here. How in the WORLD could so many willingly cancel out the lights in so many souls in such a horrendous manner? It's no secret that he was involved in mind control tactics, as is our very own government here. This is just one of the many clever ways they subvert the harsher law, but no matter for God knows what is in the hearts of men. No one gets away with anything, it just appears to be so. You might not see the divine justice in this lifetime, but know that the Lord will handle it. It is Love that will bring about the correction, for Love is the fulfillment of the law. I wholeheartedly believe that Divine Law will transcend the ignorance of "man's law".
For nothing is hidden that will not be revealed!
Be not deceived by appearances, my friends. These days, satan and his minions are on a full on mission to break you, to turn your own mind against you and to enslave your soul. It is your choice whether you allow this to happen or cast it out. You have more power than you realize. Use it wisely.
A huge benefit comes from being devoted to Truth, which is that you become a magnet for truthful information. Then ye shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free.
But first it is going to seriously piss you off. I read that somewhere. How true it is!!
No one can force truth on you. Many get led to truth early and laugh at it, ridicule it and attack it only to some time later embrace it, usually after great suffering that acted like dynamite to propel you to a nice change of perception to one that is of truth. It will greatly assist you to choose truth so that you can line up with information that will serve your soul rather than the personality and this world for these things will be passing away very soon.
Devote yourself to truth, no matter what it looks like and no matter how difficult it may be. Enter through the narrow gate. I have faith in YOU!
You are Greatly Loved!
Ruth
Sunday, May 31, 2015
Love your Enemies?
Why would Jesus say in Matthew 5:44 "love your enemies, bless those that persecute you"? Can he be SERIOUS, you may think after briefly reflecting on all the transgressions and violations that have happened in your life. This must not mean ME, otherwise he would know that what hell I personally have been through is so deep a pain(s) that is too evil to be forgiven is the answer you may rationalize to yourself for not abiding in this instruction.
I know exactly what you mean. With all the extreme ignorance that I have survived in this life, (and might I add previous ones) with more ignorance transcended every day, I too thought he can't mean that this specifically applies to me. How is it that he could have the nerve to ask me to forgive and then BLESS those who have hurt me? Is he on glue? Were the mule fumes interfering with his thought processes? Maybe he didn't drink enough holy water for his neurons to synapse correctly. Better yet, maybe this was just a poor interpretation by the scribes.
Ahhhhhhhhhh. But thank the LORD that my own ignorance of what was/is really implied here was overlooked and patience was extended to me while I worked out the understanding. It took about 44 years in this life to arrive there, with all kinds of horrific detours along the road. But I arrived at the destination God intended with a sound mind that is Sovereign, under the authority of only God and grateful for the GRACE that I live in.
Hatred, anger, rage, despair, revenge, hostility, and the like are all emotional conditions that are fine if one is allowed to have the opportunity for healthy expression of them. It is when they are harbored or suppressed, then more added on top of them that an emotional tsunami comes out eventually and it's not usually a pretty sight. Worse than the first thirty minutes of the movie "Saving Private Ryan" if you ask me. Make no MISTAKE, there are little evil psychopaths running around all over this planet, there are probably 5 of them within a 2 minute distance from you right at this moment, and they are preying on making you feel those things because they know it drains you and is sustenance for them. They make it their mission to find your personal buttons and push them as much as they can when they want to extract from you this essence. Everything here is all about energy people. Stop paying so much attention to the IMAGES and feel the truth of what is really going on. Become CONSCIOUS of where you are donating your energy and govern its use wisely.
Back to the scripture. So when presented with one of the minions, and its now apparent to you that they are in game mode to find a button of yours to push, instead of being provoked, you are calm since you have secretly been working on removing all of your buttons so that there are none left to push. Now its bored and hungry and it goes away trying to find some other naive soul it can feed on.
What happens though to many of us, is that long after an incident of transgression has occurred, our minds will replay it over and over and the emotions felt are the same as when it was first experienced. This is an extremely destructive process, and you better believe that satan and his coward self is aware of how you and your mind work. It's his number one target to use against you. So with every memory of the violation, you are draining yourself further and feeding the beast. BUT, when you realize that this is your CHOICE, you then can choose to partake in a thought that will STRENGTHEN you, which comes from blessing your enemies. This is not in any way saying that what they did was OK. Quite the contrary my friend. What this will do is offer you the protection you never knew you had, and it will hold them ACCOUNTABLE for their ignorance as only love can through the application of divine justice through the LORD. You release the LORD to go about and make all your crooked places straight when you bless those who curse and persecute you. When you live in this manner, with love, forgiveness and blessing you then are extended divine GRACE that will make your life beautiful. Beauty comes from TRUTH.
Again, I feel the need to remind you that you do not need to go about doing anything other than genuinely loving and blessing them. No compensatory acts that they are not grateful for are necessary. Furthermore, if you decide that it's not healthy to be near this person, that too is your decision and does not affect your ability to extend love to them, as love is not dependent on time, space or physicality. Do not feel you need to be a door mat, always nice, quiet and people pleasing. You have a divine right to advocate for yourself. Unfortunately today, so very many are not in full possession of themselves or their own minds and therefore are not healthy to be around.
So, maybe this week you will afford yourself the opportunity to start working on removing your buttons, casting the burden, blessing your enemies and ultimately finding Grace. I am here praying for your success in all of this spiritual warfare, and I would like for you to know it is truly worth your efforts. No matter how ugly things may appear, God is victorious and that means you are victorious.
Then you will be a contributor to the raising of the frequency on this planet, which is also what will genuinely help things to change here.
Have a beautiful week!
You are greatly loved.
Ruth
I know exactly what you mean. With all the extreme ignorance that I have survived in this life, (and might I add previous ones) with more ignorance transcended every day, I too thought he can't mean that this specifically applies to me. How is it that he could have the nerve to ask me to forgive and then BLESS those who have hurt me? Is he on glue? Were the mule fumes interfering with his thought processes? Maybe he didn't drink enough holy water for his neurons to synapse correctly. Better yet, maybe this was just a poor interpretation by the scribes.
Ahhhhhhhhhh. But thank the LORD that my own ignorance of what was/is really implied here was overlooked and patience was extended to me while I worked out the understanding. It took about 44 years in this life to arrive there, with all kinds of horrific detours along the road. But I arrived at the destination God intended with a sound mind that is Sovereign, under the authority of only God and grateful for the GRACE that I live in.
Hatred, anger, rage, despair, revenge, hostility, and the like are all emotional conditions that are fine if one is allowed to have the opportunity for healthy expression of them. It is when they are harbored or suppressed, then more added on top of them that an emotional tsunami comes out eventually and it's not usually a pretty sight. Worse than the first thirty minutes of the movie "Saving Private Ryan" if you ask me. Make no MISTAKE, there are little evil psychopaths running around all over this planet, there are probably 5 of them within a 2 minute distance from you right at this moment, and they are preying on making you feel those things because they know it drains you and is sustenance for them. They make it their mission to find your personal buttons and push them as much as they can when they want to extract from you this essence. Everything here is all about energy people. Stop paying so much attention to the IMAGES and feel the truth of what is really going on. Become CONSCIOUS of where you are donating your energy and govern its use wisely.
Back to the scripture. So when presented with one of the minions, and its now apparent to you that they are in game mode to find a button of yours to push, instead of being provoked, you are calm since you have secretly been working on removing all of your buttons so that there are none left to push. Now its bored and hungry and it goes away trying to find some other naive soul it can feed on.
What happens though to many of us, is that long after an incident of transgression has occurred, our minds will replay it over and over and the emotions felt are the same as when it was first experienced. This is an extremely destructive process, and you better believe that satan and his coward self is aware of how you and your mind work. It's his number one target to use against you. So with every memory of the violation, you are draining yourself further and feeding the beast. BUT, when you realize that this is your CHOICE, you then can choose to partake in a thought that will STRENGTHEN you, which comes from blessing your enemies. This is not in any way saying that what they did was OK. Quite the contrary my friend. What this will do is offer you the protection you never knew you had, and it will hold them ACCOUNTABLE for their ignorance as only love can through the application of divine justice through the LORD. You release the LORD to go about and make all your crooked places straight when you bless those who curse and persecute you. When you live in this manner, with love, forgiveness and blessing you then are extended divine GRACE that will make your life beautiful. Beauty comes from TRUTH.
Again, I feel the need to remind you that you do not need to go about doing anything other than genuinely loving and blessing them. No compensatory acts that they are not grateful for are necessary. Furthermore, if you decide that it's not healthy to be near this person, that too is your decision and does not affect your ability to extend love to them, as love is not dependent on time, space or physicality. Do not feel you need to be a door mat, always nice, quiet and people pleasing. You have a divine right to advocate for yourself. Unfortunately today, so very many are not in full possession of themselves or their own minds and therefore are not healthy to be around.
So, maybe this week you will afford yourself the opportunity to start working on removing your buttons, casting the burden, blessing your enemies and ultimately finding Grace. I am here praying for your success in all of this spiritual warfare, and I would like for you to know it is truly worth your efforts. No matter how ugly things may appear, God is victorious and that means you are victorious.
Then you will be a contributor to the raising of the frequency on this planet, which is also what will genuinely help things to change here.
Have a beautiful week!
You are greatly loved.
Ruth
Friday, May 22, 2015
What You Really Are
The coward is always going around this Earth, like a roaring lion, trying to extract all the energy it can from humans because it is UNABLE to generate its own, which is only achieved through Love. Being such a weak thing, it preys on the naive and unconscious souls who have mostly been hypnotized by the Lie, fall into fear rapidly and become easy targets like baby deer in the wild. So many souls here are walking around as hostages through their ignorance and violation of spiritual law. They are easily led to buy into the Lie and have no idea that this world is all backwards until they wake up their soul, take back their mind and exercise the spiritual authority that only Christ can provide.
Humanity has forgotten that Spirit always trumps matter. It has fallen into the service of the personality rather than the soul. Humans, contrary to majority belief, are not at the top of the food chain here, and just as we might swat the life out of a fly there are minions of satan who think the same of us.
The deceiver will use all it can to weaken you and it has a toolbox full of effective modalities. When I started to study energy medicine, I could easily see how a lie weakens a body just as the truth strengthens it. This is visibly demonstrated through kinesiology. So, the devil, knowing this, will do all it can to get you into either living or believing in a lie for then you are easily controlled and his slave.
The same is true for these energies: shame, guilt, humiliation, fear and anger. I remember being very little and could easily see how so called "adults" were manipulating children through all of those means and even at that young age I thought how very sad this is. Those energies contribute to the destruction of our physical being, and can perpetuate illness if not addressed fully.
Yet, at any moment when we decide we have had enough of the lie, we can change our mind and take back our power instead of feeding the beast. We can serve Love and Forgiveness knowing the Lord shall and will provide all that we ever would need. We can set up our free will to serve us rather than contribute to our destruction, and then whatever may attempt to violate your free will can be divinely dealt with as this is a huge spiritual violation. Maybe then, we could see that the real problem is not simply the magnitude of evil here, but rather OUR contribution/slavery to it by living in the lie and resorting to fear out of service to a personality that is ever so temporary and not a true radiance of what you really are.
What you really are is Forgiven. What you really are is Beautiful. What you really are is Love. What you really are is Free. What you really are is Creative. What you really are is Worthy. What you really are is Divine.
Stop donating your precious energy to evil and learn the wonderful benefits of human energy conservation. Instead of draining your energy in a fight with an adversary, why not consider saying "if you say so." Agreeing with thy adversary is not becoming a doormat and it is not admitting they are right. It is essentially the way to stop donating your energy to something that probably is hungry and wants to feed off of you.
Furthermore, start believing the truth about yourself and get on your own side. There is absolutely nothing that you could have done or has been done to you that would make God stop loving you. NOTHING. But maybe you have WRONGLY accused and judged yourself and thus resorted to living in the lower vibrations of guilt, shame, fear and humiliation. This does not serve you and it does not serve God. Get up. Get up and dust yourself off right now and know WHO YOU ARE. Without any need or seeking for external validation. It's not needed when one knows and accepts who they really are. Realize that it is ONLY the opinion of God that matters most and that his opinion is always going to be expressed from a foundation of Divine Love for you.
Nature does not judge. Man does.
Temet Nosce. Then you will truly know Freedom.
Beautiful Souls You are Greatly Loved!
Ruth
Humanity has forgotten that Spirit always trumps matter. It has fallen into the service of the personality rather than the soul. Humans, contrary to majority belief, are not at the top of the food chain here, and just as we might swat the life out of a fly there are minions of satan who think the same of us.
The deceiver will use all it can to weaken you and it has a toolbox full of effective modalities. When I started to study energy medicine, I could easily see how a lie weakens a body just as the truth strengthens it. This is visibly demonstrated through kinesiology. So, the devil, knowing this, will do all it can to get you into either living or believing in a lie for then you are easily controlled and his slave.
The same is true for these energies: shame, guilt, humiliation, fear and anger. I remember being very little and could easily see how so called "adults" were manipulating children through all of those means and even at that young age I thought how very sad this is. Those energies contribute to the destruction of our physical being, and can perpetuate illness if not addressed fully.
Yet, at any moment when we decide we have had enough of the lie, we can change our mind and take back our power instead of feeding the beast. We can serve Love and Forgiveness knowing the Lord shall and will provide all that we ever would need. We can set up our free will to serve us rather than contribute to our destruction, and then whatever may attempt to violate your free will can be divinely dealt with as this is a huge spiritual violation. Maybe then, we could see that the real problem is not simply the magnitude of evil here, but rather OUR contribution/slavery to it by living in the lie and resorting to fear out of service to a personality that is ever so temporary and not a true radiance of what you really are.
What you really are is Forgiven. What you really are is Beautiful. What you really are is Love. What you really are is Free. What you really are is Creative. What you really are is Worthy. What you really are is Divine.
Stop donating your precious energy to evil and learn the wonderful benefits of human energy conservation. Instead of draining your energy in a fight with an adversary, why not consider saying "if you say so." Agreeing with thy adversary is not becoming a doormat and it is not admitting they are right. It is essentially the way to stop donating your energy to something that probably is hungry and wants to feed off of you.
Furthermore, start believing the truth about yourself and get on your own side. There is absolutely nothing that you could have done or has been done to you that would make God stop loving you. NOTHING. But maybe you have WRONGLY accused and judged yourself and thus resorted to living in the lower vibrations of guilt, shame, fear and humiliation. This does not serve you and it does not serve God. Get up. Get up and dust yourself off right now and know WHO YOU ARE. Without any need or seeking for external validation. It's not needed when one knows and accepts who they really are. Realize that it is ONLY the opinion of God that matters most and that his opinion is always going to be expressed from a foundation of Divine Love for you.
Nature does not judge. Man does.
Temet Nosce. Then you will truly know Freedom.
Beautiful Souls You are Greatly Loved!
Ruth
Wednesday, May 20, 2015
Illusions of Protection
In today’s world, there are
these illusions of protection all over the place just waiting to wiggle their
way into the minds that have been taken hostage. If one thinks that they are protected because
they have money, access to privileged knowledge, your doctor, a police force,
military, a bad ass brother or connections to the mafia then it is certain that
you are not in understanding of where and how real Divine Protection is
obtained and then utilized. And it is
likely that you suffer greatly for it.
First and foremost there is
NOTHING, absolutely NOTHING outside of your living in alignment with God and
the Lord that will protect you. We, as
humans, tired ourselves out endlessly trying to subvert Nature and keep
everything “in control” which happens as a result due to not casting the burden
and therefore living in violation of natural law. For many years I could very well have been
the poster child for the example of control freak. Because so much of my life was out of
control, I compensated by trying to control all that I could. This made me very sick, sad and living in survival
mode, losing more hope by the day with my life experiences validating all of
it.
Casting the burden daily
requires our devotion to this process and FAITH that it will all be taken care
of. Honestly, I feel that I am at a
point in my life where I have no choice but to cast the burden and walk by
FAITH and not by SIGHT. Your eyes will
deceive you, and know this: there are
beings here that know you are easily fooled by the appearance of IMAGES. But when one wakes up and takes heed that no
one deceives them, they begin to see things as they really are. So many today are still so easily deceived
and they suffer greatly for it.
A popular area of where most
are easily deceived by illusions of protection is in the vaccination
process. Nature has given us all immune
systems, that end up getting highly ABUSED by poor lifestyle choices as well as
environmental toxins and then we wonder why they don’t work at protecting us
when they need it to as they feed themselves with all sorts of insults to
humanity that is marketed as food and do not eat a predominantly wholefood
natural diet, get enough fresh air and exercise, resolve stressors and toxic
people from their life and the like. NO,
what most choose to do is COMPENSATE for the fact that they refuse to do the personal
inner work as well as modify their poor eating and living habits that were
destructively chipping away at their immune systems and then those same foolish
beings expect that ALL need to compensate for their ignorance.
I personally will not have it. Only when those who THINK they are in any position
to mandate a vaccination on the personal property of my body have complied with
eating a whole food diet for at least ten years, practiced living in harmony
with nature rather than in violent opposition to it, cleared out their ancestral baggage and have given up their
fear of catching something (which is really the result of NOT living life
correctly, whether this is conscious or not) I would consider alternatives,
such as homeopathic vaccination, which has had more success than traditional
health care ever has. Why else would the
AMA attack it, as it is a threat to the illusion they like to keep people
ensnared in and then can profit off of more easily?
However, I think it is also
important for one to note, that at NO TIME am I ever violating the free will of
others to consider and participate in the choice to vaccinate. Along the
same vein, one should not feel they can violate mine by mandating what I
personally consider to be in opposition with Nature and Life. I don’t see the wild animals all running off
to their docs to be jabbed with toxins and then feeling (falsely so) that they
are protected. Furthermore, there is no
genuine, unbiased proof in the protection supposedly created.
This is one of the
presently hotly debated topics where all kinds of immature, name calling from
those who choose to vaccinate call those who do not “anti-vaxers” and the like,
some even going so far as to try and label them in the same line as
terrorists. I find it interesting no one
is getting arrested for parental neglect by allowing their kid to have soda,
sugar, aspartame, MSG and the like and yet feel all kinds of animosity towards
those who choose to not vaccinate. Yet
again, we are being presented with an opportunity to see what division instead
of UNITY will do: it breeds a prime energetic zone for evil to feed off
of. I personally don’t feel animosity
towards those who choose to partake in this, and I do not allow any labels
thrown at my choice to not participate affect my reality. Ignorance soon takes care of itself. In addition, when one lives in fear of
catching something, this will become their belief and their life will validate
that experience.
So maybe then the best
course of action here is not the mandating of vaccinations, but rather the
resolution and release of the fear and the application of personal change to
one that is more within the alignment of Nature and not an insult to the human immune system. Nature is not to ever be outdone. When plaques and such things arise, it is only
nature’s way of attempting to balance things out within a species. The misperception that a disease has been “eradicated”
by a vaccination is one of the biggest lies on this planet. By the consent to participate in this
activity, Nature will only counter with the creation of more virulent organisms
in compensation for human interference.
This is only one example of an illusion of protection
that I chose as it seems to be hotly debated right now. One would be better served
if they did the personal work necessary to get their minds out of the hostage
situation they have been ensnared in and line up with the LORD. Then the illusions fall away, truth replaces
fear and life becomes harmonious. Not a fairy tale life where one may never fall ill, but one where if one does, they have a healthy immune system to help you out.
What other illusions can
you identify in your life right now, and how might you go about correcting
them?
You are greatly loved!
Ruth
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